its not ok that i feel this way
day one is pretty much commin to an end, day one being complete cold turkey. Yeah, i feel like fucking shit. To top that off, my computer froze up durring my nap so my lil alerts did not go off, thus leaving me wandering if i had a chance to talk to meredith tonight.
Speaking of, that's pretty lame. And by that, i mean the fact that i pretty much gotta play fucking red light green light with the whole situation. I really dont like guys that pull that shit ya know? The whole, well, my girl isnt allowed to talk to any guys cuz, wow, its deffinitly not possible for ya know, a male and female to just be friends... cuz im fuckin psycho and jealous and think all guys just wanna fuck.
Fuck.. this.. shit
I do feel pretty invincible as of late. Well, maybe not the best word.. and i think ive over used the word juggernaut lately... but yes. Its strange, because for the first time in a long time, i just feel... like i could break down any barrier.
But obviously thats bullshit because i cant and im just extremly fucked up in the head.
Eh.. no wonder i am this way
ill be in louisville till monday
Speaking of, that's pretty lame. And by that, i mean the fact that i pretty much gotta play fucking red light green light with the whole situation. I really dont like guys that pull that shit ya know? The whole, well, my girl isnt allowed to talk to any guys cuz, wow, its deffinitly not possible for ya know, a male and female to just be friends... cuz im fuckin psycho and jealous and think all guys just wanna fuck.
Fuck.. this.. shit
I do feel pretty invincible as of late. Well, maybe not the best word.. and i think ive over used the word juggernaut lately... but yes. Its strange, because for the first time in a long time, i just feel... like i could break down any barrier.
But obviously thats bullshit because i cant and im just extremly fucked up in the head.
Eh.. no wonder i am this way
ill be in louisville till monday