Apr 29, 2004 21:41
it 9:43 right nowa s im typing well yea today i was cutting myself with those things you shave your legs with and jimmy saw and told mrs verhines now she dont trust me shes trying to take my scissors and im like no i need them and i told her to mind her own god damn business seriously what i do to my body has nothing to do with her and jimmy plans on telling the conselour ms hytholer or what ever the fuck her name is im just scared right now because darryl said if i cut myself again hes leaving hes not dealing with this and yea i kinda did afain and im hiding it from everyone and ye ai was talking to robert online at 5 than he got off than i took a nap than i got up at 7 due to my mom arguing on the phone with darryl about having friends come over hes liek you let them in the bedroom ! so your just gonna let him fuck my daughter so he thinks im a whore jsut dandy aww you gotta love darryl and he dont want peopel ever coming over i swear sometimes it feels liek he wants me to be a lsoer sit at home watching tv because no he dont liek me on the computer he thinks i go in caht romms and shit haha yea the ugly one trying to find someone in a chat room meaghan gave me a hug today and i really needed that so i feel very special lala! i didnt talk to ben that much but for like 5 minutes yea i guess ryan and kristene come before me but no matter how hard i try im always second best god