wow
so i havent written this in a long time im looking at my old post and realized how i donno lazy i am now and how things seem like stale to me all the time i never really have a good day any more the only time i do is if i get a lot done with my band or somethin... i dont want to sound like a douche bag but it might be cuz i dont have a girlfriend or even a girl in mind anymore but that wouldnt be a good reason i feel like a robot or somthing...no emotion every once in a while performing a comand i donno maybe im just goin crazy...
today was pretty cool hung out with aaron for his birthday even though his birthday is on tuesday i got him a wallet cuz he needs one
this weekend has gone by too fast school is fucking gay it just started and ever since it started i hated it usually its not untill like christmas time that i hate school but i have since the begining of the year.
now my friend that has been my friend since 1st grade hates me
and she said to my other friends how shes hated me for 2 years and just now realizes it so aint that some shit...she says i do things to make people like me referring to smoking which i started so i wasnt like most of my friends cuz i used to want to be just like them listen to hardcore and not do drugs but then i started to listen to ska and drink and smoke so really a friend that thinks she knows me doesnt know me at all
maybe thats why things have been stale having the thought in the back of my head that someone that used to be one of my really good friends someone that even had a crush on me in 6th grade now hates me
today was pretty cool hung out with aaron for his birthday even though his birthday is on tuesday i got him a wallet cuz he needs one
this weekend has gone by too fast school is fucking gay it just started and ever since it started i hated it usually its not untill like christmas time that i hate school but i have since the begining of the year.
now my friend that has been my friend since 1st grade hates me
and she said to my other friends how shes hated me for 2 years and just now realizes it so aint that some shit...she says i do things to make people like me referring to smoking which i started so i wasnt like most of my friends cuz i used to want to be just like them listen to hardcore and not do drugs but then i started to listen to ska and drink and smoke so really a friend that thinks she knows me doesnt know me at all
maybe thats why things have been stale having the thought in the back of my head that someone that used to be one of my really good friends someone that even had a crush on me in 6th grade now hates me