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Soo Sitting at school, after 2 tests.. Gotta love it.
Monday night.. Poetry read, Mom let me drive, and wanted me to pick her up at 10:30 at the bar.. I argued saying i dont want to becuase i want to be in bed before 10.. She tels me she will call me at 10:30.. K w/e i told her i will skip first period then. When she finaly calls it is 10:43.. Tells me to pick her up in 20 minutes.. I wait until 11:15 and leave.. Get there at 11:20.. Call her to tell her im there.. She says shes on the way...5 Minutes goes by, i call again, once again she says shes on her way...5 more minutes go by.. i call again.. another 5 minutes go by before shes actualy out there... so i sat in the car for 15 minutes waiting for her.. We go home, its 12:00 by the time i get into bed, so the next morning when my mom tries to wake me up, i tell her im not going to wake up.. Ended up staying home.. And playing EQ2 all day long..
k so Kim is feeling like im not liking her... heres the deal, when i go back to oregon, i dont want to feel like a third wheel th whole time.. Its hard enough wanting to have a guy, to hold, to call yours with out seeing you best friend happy with a guy, and when you are talking to her face to face, her and her boyfriend kiss out of no where.. gets to you.. o well. im doomed to live this life alone i bet..But yeah, i wrote Jeff becuase he asked about it, and i told him everything.. it sucks when you put out so many feeling to a person you barely know.. But i guess its good, becuase right now im bottling my feelings up, and i know im going to break down soon, wether its cuttng or what ever, i know im going to do something. meh, we will all live..
So im playing EQ2 last night.. And out of no where my phone rngs.. i lok and there is erics name.. I was happy he actualy called, so i ask if he wants to come over... He shows up, and before anything good could happen, my mom comes home, so i was pissed haha.. but o well i spose.. Why i have a crush on that boy is beyond my comprehension, i just wish it could progress.. but i know it wont.. there fore i dont even try.
Liking boys that live far away sucks.
Boys likeing you that live in oregon is scary.. He tells me that he wants to take me out to dinner and sutff whe i get back.. He said "its so stupid, once i finaly connect with a girl, she leaves me" i hung out with this guy twice.. he doesnt know me...but yeah, its scary
Talked to my dad last night for like 3 minutes.. I leave for oregon on the 17th, come back on the 3rd..17 days there.. will be awesome.. hopefully. I finished a camisole the other day, its cute, gotta take pics..
im done. <3
Monday night.. Poetry read, Mom let me drive, and wanted me to pick her up at 10:30 at the bar.. I argued saying i dont want to becuase i want to be in bed before 10.. She tels me she will call me at 10:30.. K w/e i told her i will skip first period then. When she finaly calls it is 10:43.. Tells me to pick her up in 20 minutes.. I wait until 11:15 and leave.. Get there at 11:20.. Call her to tell her im there.. She says shes on the way...5 Minutes goes by, i call again, once again she says shes on her way...5 more minutes go by.. i call again.. another 5 minutes go by before shes actualy out there... so i sat in the car for 15 minutes waiting for her.. We go home, its 12:00 by the time i get into bed, so the next morning when my mom tries to wake me up, i tell her im not going to wake up.. Ended up staying home.. And playing EQ2 all day long..
k so Kim is feeling like im not liking her... heres the deal, when i go back to oregon, i dont want to feel like a third wheel th whole time.. Its hard enough wanting to have a guy, to hold, to call yours with out seeing you best friend happy with a guy, and when you are talking to her face to face, her and her boyfriend kiss out of no where.. gets to you.. o well. im doomed to live this life alone i bet..But yeah, i wrote Jeff becuase he asked about it, and i told him everything.. it sucks when you put out so many feeling to a person you barely know.. But i guess its good, becuase right now im bottling my feelings up, and i know im going to break down soon, wether its cuttng or what ever, i know im going to do something. meh, we will all live..
So im playing EQ2 last night.. And out of no where my phone rngs.. i lok and there is erics name.. I was happy he actualy called, so i ask if he wants to come over... He shows up, and before anything good could happen, my mom comes home, so i was pissed haha.. but o well i spose.. Why i have a crush on that boy is beyond my comprehension, i just wish it could progress.. but i know it wont.. there fore i dont even try.
Liking boys that live far away sucks.
Boys likeing you that live in oregon is scary.. He tells me that he wants to take me out to dinner and sutff whe i get back.. He said "its so stupid, once i finaly connect with a girl, she leaves me" i hung out with this guy twice.. he doesnt know me...but yeah, its scary
Talked to my dad last night for like 3 minutes.. I leave for oregon on the 17th, come back on the 3rd..17 days there.. will be awesome.. hopefully. I finished a camisole the other day, its cute, gotta take pics..
im done. <3