Aug 15, 2006 21:32
what am i doing with my life. i havent been to a full day of school in 5 days. tonight is the first night i have come home not stoned. im disrespectful to my parents and i am ungreatful. 250 something days to go... i need rehab.
i realized im afraid to be happy. i was really happy in st pete. then my dad straight up kicked me out. changed the locks. dont hold on cause they'll push you away. dont trust anyone.