Jul 03, 2006 20:02
Things are going to be quite strange for a while.
Breaking up sucks, but in this case it is a relief.
I still have no appetite and crave cigarettes. Not Good.
I splurged and bought a Coach wrislet to soothe my wounds, but it hasn't helped too much.
I don't think I would know what love is even it came and slapped me in the face.
And I still don't understand boys.
I hate letting people down. I hate seeing people cry. Especially the boy who thinks you're a fucking god. I am so flawed, but he is too preoccupied to realize it. I wish he would know the truth, know why I did what I did, why I'm depressed, why I need my space. But he doesn't. I wish most of all he wouldn't wait for me.
Dry Your Eyes by the Streets is my exact situation. I cant exactly find energy to type my scenario, so look up those lyrics and that explains it for the most part.
Hmm?