o.^
Why does everyone else around me get to move in together, get engaged, have sex, get married, and have fucking babies? I hate this trivial shit I`m having to put up with now. You know what I wanna do with my life? I wanna get married and have babies. Three of them. 1 boy + 2 girls, in that order. I want to be a house wife and a full time mom and writer. I want all that. Right now I`m just biding my time, waiting until I can move out of the house + move in with my soulmate. I know that`s not politically correct and that I`m such a strong woman and I should do more with my life and blah blah blah.
But I`d be lying to myself if I said stuff like that. I don`t want to be a business woman, or a third grade teacher, or a secretary, or anything like that. I wanna be a mommy + call my husband "Daddy" in front of the kids. I want to raise them + nurture them + sing to them. I want to help them become whatever they want to become. I`m tired of being a teenager.
What bugs me, though, is people who meet, fall "in love", and after about 1/2 a month of knowing each other, move in together. o.^ I`ve known the person I want to spend my life with since I was a kid. I`m sick of waiting. It`s time.
In other news, my new mix CD from Jordan is teh awesome. Allow me to show you the tracklist.
I Want to Save You ~ Something Corporate
Hanging on for Hope ~ The New Amsterdams
Baker Baker ~ Tori Amos
The Last Day on Earth ~ Marilyn Manson (yeah, yeah, fuck you, it`s a good song)
Living in Your Letters (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
Pictures of You ~ The Cure <3
You Will. You? Will. You? Will. ~ Bright Eyes
Fake Plastic Trees ~ Radiohead
Brightest ~ Copeland
Remember to Breathe (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
Friends as Lovers, Lovers as Friends ~ Zwan
In the Arms of Sleep ~ The Smashing Pumpkins
True Love Waits ~ Radiohead
Priceless ~ Copeland
The Fragile ~ Nine Inch Nails
Beautiful ~ The Smashing Pumpkins
Hands Down (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
That is like, the most emo CD, EVAR. <3 I love it though. The only bad thing about the Dashboard songs is that they`re all unplugged, and everyone and their fuckin mama in the audience decided it would be prudent to SING ALONG ALL THE FUCKIN TIME. dkfjkdjfd. SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU`RE RUINING TEH GORGEOUSNESS OF HIS VOICE. dkjfkdf. <3
Yay Claire`s coming over. Whoop!
But I`d be lying to myself if I said stuff like that. I don`t want to be a business woman, or a third grade teacher, or a secretary, or anything like that. I wanna be a mommy + call my husband "Daddy" in front of the kids. I want to raise them + nurture them + sing to them. I want to help them become whatever they want to become. I`m tired of being a teenager.
What bugs me, though, is people who meet, fall "in love", and after about 1/2 a month of knowing each other, move in together. o.^ I`ve known the person I want to spend my life with since I was a kid. I`m sick of waiting. It`s time.
In other news, my new mix CD from Jordan is teh awesome. Allow me to show you the tracklist.
I Want to Save You ~ Something Corporate
Hanging on for Hope ~ The New Amsterdams
Baker Baker ~ Tori Amos
The Last Day on Earth ~ Marilyn Manson (yeah, yeah, fuck you, it`s a good song)
Living in Your Letters (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
Pictures of You ~ The Cure <3
You Will. You? Will. You? Will. ~ Bright Eyes
Fake Plastic Trees ~ Radiohead
Brightest ~ Copeland
Remember to Breathe (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
Friends as Lovers, Lovers as Friends ~ Zwan
In the Arms of Sleep ~ The Smashing Pumpkins
True Love Waits ~ Radiohead
Priceless ~ Copeland
The Fragile ~ Nine Inch Nails
Beautiful ~ The Smashing Pumpkins
Hands Down (Unplugged) ~ Dashboard Confessional
That is like, the most emo CD, EVAR. <3 I love it though. The only bad thing about the Dashboard songs is that they`re all unplugged, and everyone and their fuckin mama in the audience decided it would be prudent to SING ALONG ALL THE FUCKIN TIME. dkfjkdjfd. SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU`RE RUINING TEH GORGEOUSNESS OF HIS VOICE. dkjfkdf. <3
Yay Claire`s coming over. Whoop!