Christina, Mandy... please stop reading and respect my privacy
This journal will soon go friends only
Christina, your friends have no business judging someone they do not know (me)
I could spread information about your actions that would disrupt your life but I wont
You know what you did and hopefully you know it is wrong
stop trying to fuck up my life. What happened between Mike and I is our business
I realized I could not marry Mike, so I ended things, that is my business
I made a decision to better myself and to do it on my own,
I have my reasons and they do not have to be good enough for you or your friends
I think you only judge me because I had something you wanted and I left it...and you were angry that I gave something away and you felt I didn't appreciate it
I love Mike as a dear friend and he is an important person to me, I care about him very much.
However, I knew I could not return the type love and hard work he gave me and I did not feel it was right to string him along and let things be so one sided, so I cut things loose
I still have a lot of respect for him and I wish him the best
Please leave me alone
what happened between Mike and I is our business
I know he is hurt, and you are angry at me because he is your friend
but it is something I had to do and even he said he is proud of me for standing my ground
Mandy,
I appreciate how much your family accepted me in the end. It was very hard to feel like I belonged at it took a lot of work. Your brother is an amazing person but I'm not ready to take the steps in my life that he wants to take. Christmas meant a lot to me and I will miss your family, including you. You have two of the most amazing and wonderful grandparent's in the world and I cherished their blessings. I know I did some very wrong things towards the end when I was with Mike. I was scared and upset and hurt and I took out my emotions in the wrong way. I was trying to protect my best interests but I went about it the wrong way. I am sorry for any hurt or negativity that I caused Mike, You, or the rest of your family. I wish you all the best.
Christina, your friends have no business judging someone they do not know (me)
I could spread information about your actions that would disrupt your life but I wont
You know what you did and hopefully you know it is wrong
stop trying to fuck up my life. What happened between Mike and I is our business
I realized I could not marry Mike, so I ended things, that is my business
I made a decision to better myself and to do it on my own,
I have my reasons and they do not have to be good enough for you or your friends
I think you only judge me because I had something you wanted and I left it...and you were angry that I gave something away and you felt I didn't appreciate it
I love Mike as a dear friend and he is an important person to me, I care about him very much.
However, I knew I could not return the type love and hard work he gave me and I did not feel it was right to string him along and let things be so one sided, so I cut things loose
I still have a lot of respect for him and I wish him the best
Please leave me alone
what happened between Mike and I is our business
I know he is hurt, and you are angry at me because he is your friend
but it is something I had to do and even he said he is proud of me for standing my ground
Mandy,
I appreciate how much your family accepted me in the end. It was very hard to feel like I belonged at it took a lot of work. Your brother is an amazing person but I'm not ready to take the steps in my life that he wants to take. Christmas meant a lot to me and I will miss your family, including you. You have two of the most amazing and wonderful grandparent's in the world and I cherished their blessings. I know I did some very wrong things towards the end when I was with Mike. I was scared and upset and hurt and I took out my emotions in the wrong way. I was trying to protect my best interests but I went about it the wrong way. I am sorry for any hurt or negativity that I caused Mike, You, or the rest of your family. I wish you all the best.