my last entry
this livejournal has seen so much of my life. up until recently, i wrote faithfully in this stupid thing since i was a sophomore in high school. now, i am just two years away from graduating college.
i feel like this should be the last entry.
i've grown up so much and seen a whole lot. i went through my entire livejournal, and relived all of the events that made me who i am today. i forgot about a lot of the things that happened to me, and some of them reminded me of a lot of heartbreak. it's funny, though, how those measly tribulations were such life ruiners when they happened.
i feel so weird knowing i've grown up so much, and i can't believe how fast my life has gone by.
i'm not sure if anyone really reads these things anymore, especially my entries, but if you do, please take the following into consideration.
i don't know what happened to the world since the first days i started writing on livejournal. it has changed. WE have changed. people as a whole have changed. it scares the shit out of me. i wonder what life is going to be like when i'm out of the house, when i get married, when i become a mom, when i retire. it's so out of reach and completely unpredictable. there are fewer and fewer truly good people in this world. i know i've done my fair share over the last couple of years of breaking hearts and hurting people, and if i've ever done that to you, whether i dated you for a year or we simply had a class together sophomore year, i'm really sorry. i really am. i am going to do my damned best to be, well, the best person i can be. i've learned a lot. i've done A LOT of stupid shit that i sometimes regret. i'm going to be out of orange park really, really soon and in reality, i won't see or talk to most of the people i know now. if there's anything i can leave to my readers, it's that you should always try to be the best person that you can.
we are all still so young with so much to accomplish and experience. before you make any decisions, just think about the best thing you can do at that point. everything you do will affect everyone and everything you know. there needs to be more good people in this world. we all have the ability to be good; it just seems like no one even cares to try anymore.
so be better than everyone else, myself included. i am moving on really soon from my entire childhood and entering fullblown adulthood. i wish all of you the best of luck, and maybe we'll see each other some time. until then, take it easy!
i feel like this should be the last entry.
i've grown up so much and seen a whole lot. i went through my entire livejournal, and relived all of the events that made me who i am today. i forgot about a lot of the things that happened to me, and some of them reminded me of a lot of heartbreak. it's funny, though, how those measly tribulations were such life ruiners when they happened.
i feel so weird knowing i've grown up so much, and i can't believe how fast my life has gone by.
i'm not sure if anyone really reads these things anymore, especially my entries, but if you do, please take the following into consideration.
i don't know what happened to the world since the first days i started writing on livejournal. it has changed. WE have changed. people as a whole have changed. it scares the shit out of me. i wonder what life is going to be like when i'm out of the house, when i get married, when i become a mom, when i retire. it's so out of reach and completely unpredictable. there are fewer and fewer truly good people in this world. i know i've done my fair share over the last couple of years of breaking hearts and hurting people, and if i've ever done that to you, whether i dated you for a year or we simply had a class together sophomore year, i'm really sorry. i really am. i am going to do my damned best to be, well, the best person i can be. i've learned a lot. i've done A LOT of stupid shit that i sometimes regret. i'm going to be out of orange park really, really soon and in reality, i won't see or talk to most of the people i know now. if there's anything i can leave to my readers, it's that you should always try to be the best person that you can.
we are all still so young with so much to accomplish and experience. before you make any decisions, just think about the best thing you can do at that point. everything you do will affect everyone and everything you know. there needs to be more good people in this world. we all have the ability to be good; it just seems like no one even cares to try anymore.
so be better than everyone else, myself included. i am moving on really soon from my entire childhood and entering fullblown adulthood. i wish all of you the best of luck, and maybe we'll see each other some time. until then, take it easy!