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So tonight was a bust.
Ive spent pretty much the entire evening talking to my father, which wasnt so bad.
I finnally called Adam around 12, just to have someone to talk to. He was being a bitch earlier. But hes calmed down. We just talked about life in general, and where we are gonna end up in the next few years. I dont really know whats in store for me. But i hope i find out soon. I feel like im drifting through this world, just trying to make the most out of it.
I wanna be 19, and have fun, but at the same time... I want to start growing up... find my place in this world.
Everyone around me is growing up so fast, and Im just still drifting. Vince has joined the fucking navy, And today makes it one more month closer.... I dont even think its hit me yet that hes really leaving.
I just know that while hes gone, my duty to him is to help Tiff with her GED. Which i plan on doing even before he leaves.
Im starting to depress myself.. I have to go.
Ive bitched all night, I dont feel like bitching anymore.
Ive spent pretty much the entire evening talking to my father, which wasnt so bad.
I finnally called Adam around 12, just to have someone to talk to. He was being a bitch earlier. But hes calmed down. We just talked about life in general, and where we are gonna end up in the next few years. I dont really know whats in store for me. But i hope i find out soon. I feel like im drifting through this world, just trying to make the most out of it.
I wanna be 19, and have fun, but at the same time... I want to start growing up... find my place in this world.
Everyone around me is growing up so fast, and Im just still drifting. Vince has joined the fucking navy, And today makes it one more month closer.... I dont even think its hit me yet that hes really leaving.
I just know that while hes gone, my duty to him is to help Tiff with her GED. Which i plan on doing even before he leaves.
Im starting to depress myself.. I have to go.
Ive bitched all night, I dont feel like bitching anymore.