Jun 04, 2006 19:18
So... my life is going to shit quite quickly.
Ive been working my ass off, because i am behind in my car payments.
My parents now hate me, for the above reason.
One of my best friends will not talk to me.
The other i do believe is mad.
And some one i have gotten very close to, is going to leave me soon. Which is for the best, yet, i still dread the day.
Adam and I got in another fight the other night, and I havent talked to him since.
I feel like i never see my son anymore, mostly because i work so much.
Where to turn?
Not drugs, they are too damn expensive.
Alchohol? No, also takes money.
Friends? No, i believe i have explained that situation.
Parents? No, they hate me.
It seems im left up shit creek, with out a paddle in sight.
I want emotional support, but have no where to turn.
No one to tell me that everything is going to be ok, and even if they did... it would be a lie.
Im going to call Vince... I have things for him... In return... Maybe ill get some quality friendship... Even if it is only for a little while.