Hello good friend, I wanna be next to you...: xstarzatnightx

xstarzatnightx

Hello good friend, I wanna be next to you...

Jun 29, 2007 02:58

Wow.
I haven't updated in 6 months.
I dont even know where to begin...
I have pictures below to help me. lol.
I still have the same job. And I work 5 days a week.
It pretty much sucks. But I've made friends.
The eye candy I was talking about in January?
Is still a constant in my life...
and I've had a crush on him. lol.
He's actually one of my best friends now.
And he made sure I had the best birthday ever in May.
Throughout this year a lot has happened...
I no longer base my life around concerts.
Although I did see Boys Like Girls (yes..again),
Taking Back Sunday, Cartel and a ton more...
And yes...I finally met Martin. The last BLG boy I hadnt met. =]
I go to many local concerts to support my friends instead.
I just graduated high school with a 3.67.
Which is saying a lot considering I did no school work last semester.
I still havent decided what college I should go to.
Even though I've been accepted into 5 of them.
The only 5 I've applied to.
This year I've learned of all the boys who like me.
I never knew there were so many!
So...I finally said yes to one of them.
Yes, the pickiest girl in the world said yes...
I have a boyfriend now. His name is Devan.
We've been dating for quite awhile now.
We're pretty much in love, I'm not gonna lie.
I stole him from another girl...
sometimes I feel bad...but other times...
I couldnt care less. I love him and he loves me.
He took me to prom, and came to my graduation.
He loves me more than anything in this world,
and he reminds me of it every day.
He's super hot. haha. i'm not even lying.
I dont know why he's even with me.
He's not very photogenic but I love him anyway. haha.
I'm gonna marry him someday and I cant wait. <3
I attend Alive which is a youth group.
I'm gonna become a leader this summer.
Over this past 6 months I've made seriously 100 friends.
My graduation party was canceled due to some hardships in my life.
Yet, my friends still threw me a party...
and more than 100 of them showed up throughout the day.
In March my dad got diagnosed with brain cancer.
And it kind of messed a lot up.
I've been re-thinking a lot of things.
And I'm lucky to have God, my family, and friends to help me.
I'm going to Thailand in two and half weeks.
We're stopping in Japan first. =]
I'll be teaching little kids English.
I hope I havent left out too much in this...
but truely...a lot has changed in my life.
And I'm content. I cant say I'm happy because of my dad.
But...I'm more grateful and astonished at my life.
My life...is a miracle. Each and every day.