i feel like a failure...

[xstaryxnightsx]

I get these bad thoughts in my head...
When i get too stressed out or upset, I want to completly give up..
For the past 3 years he has been everything to me..
The person I turned to for everything..
The person I need more than anything..
Well great job, I fucked it all up..

I refuse to give up.. I refuse to lose him again..
Its not gonna happen... I want to be the best person to him, and from now on, thats whats gonna happen..
Im just ridiclously depressed for no reason at all..