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im stuck on this band....i cant get them outta my head..the sing alongs with james make me laugh. He came and picked me up last night after i got off work...we went downtown to intermitsu ((sp?)) it is a rad coffee house. We had a time gettting there...getting lost and talking. I guess one might say it was our first "date". Twas alot of fun i really enjoy talking to him and getting to know him..im stil not use to a later cerfew....i don't know how to act..am i soppose to be an adult not...automatically....i know i act older at times but i am at a loss for answers. All in all i had a great day yesterday..we came back and listened to bright eyes 2 times through and talked....i love laying on my bed and talking...and playing with his hair...im being paticent...im praying alot about this and ive just been getting good vibes and feeling right about this...so who knows what happens next but im being faithful to god and god is truly blessing my life in every aspect...i cant express how lovely i feel right now....i had a good talk with my mom this morning about my dad......he came to visit and get pictures from graduation yesterday before work....and well it hurts to see him....i get my hopes up that when i see him he will seem mildly interested in my life and how im doing....but no.....he acts like he doesnt care about me at all ......and it hurts so bad...he never listens...he just interrupts and talks too much about himself.....this is something i struggle with b.c i know im suppose to respect my father and mother///but its hard with him.....he seems to not deserve my respect..he only seems interested in my mom when he is over.....and i gues thats why he comes over..saying he wants to see me.....god help me....its so very hard....but yeah
thats my life...work is great i love it....my family life is interesting and my "love" life is well i explained that already.
god is good..
<3kayti*