you are my...passion lord

[xstaryeyesx]

hey everyone....man ive not updated...in a while....spring break=radx5. Ive worked my butt off this week and i really reallllllllllly love my job...i took the compass test at tech...and i got in for the fall semester cosmetology. Jackie bush (the teacher) is sooo nice. God has blessed me so much.....now all i have to do it trust in him and get outta high school.....i hung out with mister brandon-tuff-stuff on wednsday......his bad was at the recording studio and i went to hang with him there. Twas an adventure,....he is so encourageing and happy....and seems to make tthe best of everything he is faced with. I truly am blessed to have him as a friend...and maybe well be more one day....but for now...i want to get to know him and enjoy that. Caroline and i are starting a girls connect group at phoenix....for tuesdays...were just gonna start out going out to lunch and such with girls from school....and then kinda see what happens....its soppose to get ppl in to church....and i hope i can reach people that way.....i want to be a better example for christ......
i have to work tommorow at like 8:30...i dont know why im still up...brandon called me and i missed it so i called him back........got me in a great mood so i dont want to sleep....
i ffeeel inaduquate like im not a good example for christ....like i get tooo busy in my life that i forget...heck i get up early to watch cartoons every morning when i could spend that time with god...and i dont...........i really dont know what to do with myself sometiems and i am tooo hard on myself......i just need to put allll my trust in god...b.c through him....no matter what everything is possible....no worries....((insert lion king song)) so yeah i think im going to bed...
exes and ohs...