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well this is myfirst entry. i jus decided to make my own now because i have been looking at everyone elses so yeah. this may not be the greatest first entry but o well n if you don't wanna read it its your choice,im jus puttin out how i feel n everything out there..well now,these past couple days have completly n uterally sucked. i cried mi complete eyes out yesterday, all day. i haven't cried this much since my nana died. like seriously yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, but i did find out yesterday how much ppl cared about me, which i had no idea ppl did so much,but like i think evything went wrong for me like yes im going to say this now n be completely honest, i had no idea what was goin on yesterday. i wake up early to find out i have to go n help mi aunt earlier than i thought so i tell heather that her n steve couldn't come over, now this was literally like at 9:30 in the mornin no lie. so she as like ok well worst comes to worse she said she would call alicia so i was like ok whatever, but then come to find out i guess that didn't work, not only did i have a rough day but when i come home i find out that theres more to it. i find out that you are totally pissed off at me, when i had no friggin idea that you were even comming over,let alone skip work n everything, so im like wut?! i mean that was like the iceing on the cake.that upset me soo much to know that you were that upset n everything, i mean thats the last thing i ever want is someone to be soo upset with me, if i knew you were comming over, which i didn't this would have neva happened. im completly sry fro the whole miscommunication, n if there is anythign i can do please tell me to make it up. im sry for evrything. i guess im jus a huge screw up that doesn't deserve something soo good as to what i have now. i love you so much n i neva want anythign to change. im sry everyone for having this as mi first entry but hey thats only half of what i fel rigth now, hopefully nest time it will be a betta one.