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I'm kind of tired of this. I do love being in college and stuff, but I just noticed how I never have time for the simple, silly stuff anymore...like watching tv for awhile or playing video games. My friends are always busy, our lives revolve on homework. It's...a lonely sort of being social. We sometimes get dinner together, but it's usually rushed, stuck before something else important. I wish we could just hang out, play frisbee or Apples to Apples, just sit in the rose garden and talk for hours...like we did before the tempest of work hit.
-sigh- Still not really homesick...upset in a different way. I'm sick of not having a real break...the only time I ever have open I need to use to power nap so that I don't keel over...and I absolutely always have homework waiting to be done...even if it's not due the next day.
I guess...what it is...I miss being able to be lazy without facing the consequences of failing or being thought anti-social. Heh...how ironic. I used to want to be social...now I kind of wish for the reverse, at least for a day or so.
I've also felt so awkward around people lately, maybe it's because of the whole excessively social thing. I've had trouble acting and reacting normal in conversations. Gahhhh.
I feel like I'm getting nowhere with this post...and Band is so hard.
-sigh- Still not really homesick...upset in a different way. I'm sick of not having a real break...the only time I ever have open I need to use to power nap so that I don't keel over...and I absolutely always have homework waiting to be done...even if it's not due the next day.
I guess...what it is...I miss being able to be lazy without facing the consequences of failing or being thought anti-social. Heh...how ironic. I used to want to be social...now I kind of wish for the reverse, at least for a day or so.
I've also felt so awkward around people lately, maybe it's because of the whole excessively social thing. I've had trouble acting and reacting normal in conversations. Gahhhh.
I feel like I'm getting nowhere with this post...and Band is so hard.