holy guac have I changed!
Last night I was talking with my roommate about how over just a few months, I've made like a 180 degree change.
I used to worry about SO MUCH. I used to try and control how things happened, what happened, etc.. and I'd get so anxious about little stuff. Not to mention I used to think that having a boyfriend was the only thing that mattered- ha!!
These days I rarely worry. I do worry some, it's just part of who I am, but not nearly as much. In fact, I love it when things go wrong. I love when unexpected things happen, because it's just part of life. Who you are depends on what you do when such things happen.
I can't even begin to imagine worrying about some of the things that would keep me awake at night before. It all just wore me down, prevented me from being happy & free. I felt pretty secluded because I was terrified of going out with people because I was afraid I'd have fun and meet people cooler than me... Now i'm just like, whatev! In fact, I get mad when I don't have something fun to do or people to hang out with or whatever! (no i don't really get mad)
I just feel so free. I feel like I'm on the right path too. Sometimes I get anxious and worry about my very very unclear future, but I think that if I just do what i do, be who I am, immerse myself into the things I love to do and just keep everything on track, things will fall into place. Really, there's nothing else i can do.
I used to worry about SO MUCH. I used to try and control how things happened, what happened, etc.. and I'd get so anxious about little stuff. Not to mention I used to think that having a boyfriend was the only thing that mattered- ha!!
These days I rarely worry. I do worry some, it's just part of who I am, but not nearly as much. In fact, I love it when things go wrong. I love when unexpected things happen, because it's just part of life. Who you are depends on what you do when such things happen.
I can't even begin to imagine worrying about some of the things that would keep me awake at night before. It all just wore me down, prevented me from being happy & free. I felt pretty secluded because I was terrified of going out with people because I was afraid I'd have fun and meet people cooler than me... Now i'm just like, whatev! In fact, I get mad when I don't have something fun to do or people to hang out with or whatever! (no i don't really get mad)
I just feel so free. I feel like I'm on the right path too. Sometimes I get anxious and worry about my very very unclear future, but I think that if I just do what i do, be who I am, immerse myself into the things I love to do and just keep everything on track, things will fall into place. Really, there's nothing else i can do.