one of these days i'll rise above me.
Wednesdays make me feel like a tornado.
9:00 thru 3:00: First day of work at the Plantation.
3:30 thru 4:00: Cello lesson.
6:00 thru 7:00: Teaching Girls of Grace Bible study.
7:00 thru 8:00: Teaching Victory Over the Darkness Bible study.
8:00 thru 8:30: Catching the tail end of Meat & Potatoes Bible study.
That's enough to wear me out & make me not want to get out of bed for the rest of the week. Because sometime between 4:00 & 7:00 I also have to burn at least 200 calories. I absolutely cannot stand it when time is taken away from my being with my family. I'm such a homebody, I don't even like spending the night at peoples' houses. So it's hard for me to be away from them all day. It really drives me crazy.
My family doesn't really like it either because Monday nights I have Bible study at Starbucks for an hour & a half, then my Wednesdays are goners, then my Thursday nights I spend at Becky Anne's. Sunday I'm at church by myself all day.
I really don't know how far I can stretch myself anymore. Because with what time I have left to spend with my family, I don't have any interest in hanging out with my friends. Duh, I'd take my family over my friends anyday. I just want to stay home & clean house for my mom all day. Am I pathetic or what? I guess it's just that I know what matters and what's going to matter to me in the longrun. & I know that time spent with my family is what's going to matter to me. It's going to be what I remember. I'd rather remember taking advantage of the time I have with them than remember being gone all day everyday. That's why my mom quit her job, because she wants to be with us all the time. So what good is it if I'm never home? I won't work after my kids are born, either. I just couldn't bring myself to do it because all my life my mom has been at home all of the time. I would never put my kids in daycare, and plus who would clean my house? I'd never hire anyone. I'd want to do it all myself. Okay I'm babbling.
I don't know why this makes me so sad.
9:00 thru 3:00: First day of work at the Plantation.
3:30 thru 4:00: Cello lesson.
6:00 thru 7:00: Teaching Girls of Grace Bible study.
7:00 thru 8:00: Teaching Victory Over the Darkness Bible study.
8:00 thru 8:30: Catching the tail end of Meat & Potatoes Bible study.
That's enough to wear me out & make me not want to get out of bed for the rest of the week. Because sometime between 4:00 & 7:00 I also have to burn at least 200 calories. I absolutely cannot stand it when time is taken away from my being with my family. I'm such a homebody, I don't even like spending the night at peoples' houses. So it's hard for me to be away from them all day. It really drives me crazy.
My family doesn't really like it either because Monday nights I have Bible study at Starbucks for an hour & a half, then my Wednesdays are goners, then my Thursday nights I spend at Becky Anne's. Sunday I'm at church by myself all day.
I really don't know how far I can stretch myself anymore. Because with what time I have left to spend with my family, I don't have any interest in hanging out with my friends. Duh, I'd take my family over my friends anyday. I just want to stay home & clean house for my mom all day. Am I pathetic or what? I guess it's just that I know what matters and what's going to matter to me in the longrun. & I know that time spent with my family is what's going to matter to me. It's going to be what I remember. I'd rather remember taking advantage of the time I have with them than remember being gone all day everyday. That's why my mom quit her job, because she wants to be with us all the time. So what good is it if I'm never home? I won't work after my kids are born, either. I just couldn't bring myself to do it because all my life my mom has been at home all of the time. I would never put my kids in daycare, and plus who would clean my house? I'd never hire anyone. I'd want to do it all myself. Okay I'm babbling.
I don't know why this makes me so sad.