i love teenage pettiness.
let me just say right now that i absolutely did not hook up with mike. this whole thing is ridiculous and absurd and im sick of it. but on to bigger and better things..
something corporate played amazing last night. i walked into the gym and saw andrews piano on stage and i just started crying. it was just so amazing because he's the main reason i keep playing piano and he just influences me so much and if it wasn't for their music i would have nothing to learn! i cant even describe in words my feelings towards them. i took some amazing pictures. i think one of my biggest dreams came true last night. i met 4 of the 5 guys. which quite frankly is enough for me. i couldnt have asked for anything more than meeting andrew. which is exactly what i got, plus more. they were all so down to earth and i got individual pictures with all of them. when i went up to andrew i was like "andrew i love you so much, i cried when i saw your piano and ive been playing since 3rd grade and i waited 3 years for you guys to come here, im so happy right now" and he was just like "awwh thats so cute!!" and i got his autograph and a picture with him, as well as the rest of the guys. ahh when i went up to clutch, he was standing on a table signing shit for people and i asked him for a hug and he actually like stopped what he was doing, got down, and gave me a hug and took a picture with me. that just shows how much they actually do care, and appreciate their fans, and that makes me like them so much more.
i really need to get out of this house.. my moms been on the verge of a nervous breakdown for like 3 years and it just keeps getting worse. my dads never here either.. hes always at work and physical therapy... my moms always spaced out thinking about all the shit she does.. but its all volunteer work that she just gets herself into and its her fault.. im positive shes depressed, and her and my dad dont even like love each other .. its ridiculous.. i need to get out of here.. can someone please take me in for a little while? this house is insecure.
something corporate played amazing last night. i walked into the gym and saw andrews piano on stage and i just started crying. it was just so amazing because he's the main reason i keep playing piano and he just influences me so much and if it wasn't for their music i would have nothing to learn! i cant even describe in words my feelings towards them. i took some amazing pictures. i think one of my biggest dreams came true last night. i met 4 of the 5 guys. which quite frankly is enough for me. i couldnt have asked for anything more than meeting andrew. which is exactly what i got, plus more. they were all so down to earth and i got individual pictures with all of them. when i went up to andrew i was like "andrew i love you so much, i cried when i saw your piano and ive been playing since 3rd grade and i waited 3 years for you guys to come here, im so happy right now" and he was just like "awwh thats so cute!!" and i got his autograph and a picture with him, as well as the rest of the guys. ahh when i went up to clutch, he was standing on a table signing shit for people and i asked him for a hug and he actually like stopped what he was doing, got down, and gave me a hug and took a picture with me. that just shows how much they actually do care, and appreciate their fans, and that makes me like them so much more.
i really need to get out of this house.. my moms been on the verge of a nervous breakdown for like 3 years and it just keeps getting worse. my dads never here either.. hes always at work and physical therapy... my moms always spaced out thinking about all the shit she does.. but its all volunteer work that she just gets herself into and its her fault.. im positive shes depressed, and her and my dad dont even like love each other .. its ridiculous.. i need to get out of here.. can someone please take me in for a little while? this house is insecure.