"And im sure the view from heaven, beats the hell out of mine here.."
Dear December 15, 2005
Rest in Peace
You were one of the hardest days i will eve rhave to go through.
Sincerely,
Not a friend.
I miss you Amanda<3
Today was long, tiresome, stressful, and emotional. I tried to stay strong and that went completely wrong. I shouldnt have, and then i had a major asthma attack before the service. Gleason, Ma Schu and Schu came to the rescue and really helped me out. Andamong the others were Northcutt and Barret. They were all so helpful today, if it werent for them i dont think some of us would get by (one of them me) We all had the support of each other, and so many people turne dout, whether they knew amanda or whether it was for the respects of the family. So, my asthma attack..
I minded myself for a while, and austin gave me a hug, and then i went into the other rooma nd told schu i couldnt breathe-so iw ent by the window, it was cold, and then i went outside-even colder. I went back inside and i took my inhaled when gleas came over, i was turning real red and gleas' concern was really high, i feel so bad. She was like "come on melanie, speak say something!" i was so scared. then my hands and feet got tingly, like when something falls asleep and you try to move it. my feet got okay but i had no feeling in my hands. i kept whipping them up and down and all around and nothing helped. There was this mean lady there offering me SUGAR. thats all i got out of her was that she wanted me to have some sugar. then she got me tea. And kept telling me "good girl, good girl" when i drank. Schu kept telling himself "this girl is 17 years old being treated like this" Ma Schu and gleason stayed with me a while and when i eventually got a lot better minus my fingers-i went out to the service, and put my arms up on a chair and just kept moving my fingers. Later i moved over with all of my friends instead of Northcutt being by my side and Ma schu sitting on the couch with gleason. Northcutt was really helpful.
I found austin later and remained with his for the rest of the service. He=one of the greatest friends someone can ask for. He did what he did for me, for everyone. And i dont think anyone can ask for much more than that that was there.
I can't wait to get going with the things at school in Amanda's honor, today was really a special day and God received one of the nicest, best girls and i guess thats why he chooses the best. God will wipe away all of our tears and she will be there for us as our angel.
I am emotionally exhausted and tired. I'm so thankful for my friends and everyone that was there today to experience that together. I owe the schumachers so much, and Gleason and Northcutt and Barrett. The Schu's are now "The Super Schu's" or "S-squared" to schu.
Have a good weekend, mine is really busy
We miss you Amanda<3
Rest in Peace
You were one of the hardest days i will eve rhave to go through.
Sincerely,
Not a friend.
I miss you Amanda<3
Today was long, tiresome, stressful, and emotional. I tried to stay strong and that went completely wrong. I shouldnt have, and then i had a major asthma attack before the service. Gleason, Ma Schu and Schu came to the rescue and really helped me out. Andamong the others were Northcutt and Barret. They were all so helpful today, if it werent for them i dont think some of us would get by (one of them me) We all had the support of each other, and so many people turne dout, whether they knew amanda or whether it was for the respects of the family. So, my asthma attack..
I minded myself for a while, and austin gave me a hug, and then i went into the other rooma nd told schu i couldnt breathe-so iw ent by the window, it was cold, and then i went outside-even colder. I went back inside and i took my inhaled when gleas came over, i was turning real red and gleas' concern was really high, i feel so bad. She was like "come on melanie, speak say something!" i was so scared. then my hands and feet got tingly, like when something falls asleep and you try to move it. my feet got okay but i had no feeling in my hands. i kept whipping them up and down and all around and nothing helped. There was this mean lady there offering me SUGAR. thats all i got out of her was that she wanted me to have some sugar. then she got me tea. And kept telling me "good girl, good girl" when i drank. Schu kept telling himself "this girl is 17 years old being treated like this" Ma Schu and gleason stayed with me a while and when i eventually got a lot better minus my fingers-i went out to the service, and put my arms up on a chair and just kept moving my fingers. Later i moved over with all of my friends instead of Northcutt being by my side and Ma schu sitting on the couch with gleason. Northcutt was really helpful.
I found austin later and remained with his for the rest of the service. He=one of the greatest friends someone can ask for. He did what he did for me, for everyone. And i dont think anyone can ask for much more than that that was there.
I can't wait to get going with the things at school in Amanda's honor, today was really a special day and God received one of the nicest, best girls and i guess thats why he chooses the best. God will wipe away all of our tears and she will be there for us as our angel.
I am emotionally exhausted and tired. I'm so thankful for my friends and everyone that was there today to experience that together. I owe the schumachers so much, and Gleason and Northcutt and Barrett. The Schu's are now "The Super Schu's" or "S-squared" to schu.
Have a good weekend, mine is really busy
We miss you Amanda<3