so im home early because over my break i have to go to work with my father tomorrow and then stay in new york to see a show...so im filling this out to kill time...enjoy
_name: ashley
_nicknames: ash, muffin, ditz
_birthdate: 5/9/89
_birthplace: elizabeth, nj
_current location: linden, nj
_eye color: hazel-green
_hair color: dirty blonde
_righty or lefty: righty
_zodiac sign: taurus
_your heritage: polish
_the shoes you wore today: sneakers
_your weakness?: my friends and people i care about...sweet talkers
_your fears: losing the people i love or that im close to
_your perfect pizza: plain
_one thing you'd like to achieve: self happiness
_your most overused phrase on aim: lol
_your thoughts first waking up: no...not yet...no
_the first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hair, eyes, smile
_your best physical feature: my hair? my eyes? i guess...ask someone else
_your bedtime: whenever i get tired
_your greatest fear: losing someone close to me
_your greatest accomplishment: dance i guess
_your most missed memory: feeling totally safe and secure...certain friends
_smoke: nope
_curse: yup
_sing well: hhaha no
_take a shower everyday: yes...once at least
_do you think you've been in love: maybe once...
_want to go to college: yup
_like high school: it has it's ups and downs
_want to get married: yes
_type w/ your fingers on the right keys: well i dont use my pinkys...but kinda sorta..
_believe in yourself: every now and then
_get motion sickness: nope
_think you're attractive: no not really
_think you're a health freak: no
_get along with your parents: not really..but i try hard to
_like thunderstorms: yes! i love them
_play an instrument: used to...clarinet
_drank alcohol: yup
_smoke(d): ive tried it...its not for me
_done a drug: nope
_had sex: nope
_made out: yes
_been on a date: yea
_do you go to the mall?: yes
_eaten an entire box of oreos: nope
_eaten sushi: nope
_been on stage: yup
_been dumped: yes
_gone skating: yup
_made homemade cookies: yea
_gone skinny dipping: yes
_dyed your hair: yup
_stolen anything: nope
_played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
_been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
_been caught "doing something": yes
_been called a tease: yes
_gotten beaten up: not that i recall
_shoplifted: nope
_if so, did you get caught: nope
_changed who you were to fit in: i dont think so
_age you hope to be married: late 20's at the latest
_numbers and names of children: 3 at the least...5 at the most...girls: julie, sara, kelly, melissa boys: seth, josh, eric
_descibe your dream wedding: either in a church or on the beach
_how do you want to die: peacefully
_where you want to go to college: no idea
_what do you wanna be when you grow up: im not positive but i think i want to work with kids? maybe?
_what country would you most like to visit: england, france, austrailia, japan, greece...i want to see the world!
about guys. . .
_best eye color?: whatever fits...
_best hair color?: whatever fits...i really dont have a type
_short or long hair?: shaggy
_best height: as long as theyre taller than i am
_best weight: thin or built...idk theyre opposites lol
_best articles of clothing: hoodies that i can borrow
_best first date location: someplace fun
_best first kiss location: whenever it fits
_number of girls you have kissed in your life: ive kissed some friends but not like that
_number of girls you have made out with: none
_number of boys you have kissed: like pecked on the cheeck? many
_number of boys you have made out with: 15
_number of people you could trust with your life: some from the past...some from the present
_number of CDs that I own: not many
_number of piercings: 2
_number of tattoos: 0
_number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: quite a few
_number of scars on your body: quite a few
_things in your past that you regret: i dont regret
current taste: nothing
current hair: blow dryed and down
current apparel: hollister sweater thing...tank top underneeth, penguin pajama pants, socks
current annoyance: my parents
current smell: cherry body spray
current windows open: livejournal, missys,dk's, shmatz's and sandrew's ims
current desktop picture: a painting of a ballerina
current favorite artist: hmmmm
current favorite group: hmmmm
current book: i have to read lord of the flies
current cds in stereo: burned cd that steve made me
current color of toenails: natural
current refreshment: water
current worry: losing a best friend of mine
current love: mmmm...bite me :)
current favorite celeb: jonny depp i guess
current hate: the feeling that im losing one of my best friends...and a group of my best firends may be fading
today have I ..
smiled?: yes
laughed?: yes
cried?: no
bought something?: nope
been sarcastic?: yes
talked to an ex?: nope
watched your favorite movie?: nope
A last time for everything...
last book you read: parts of lord of the flies
last movie you saw: parts of nightmare before christmas
last song you heard: music at jeanettes
last thing you had to drink: water
last thing you ate: cookies
Do you...
sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes scruffles...when i feel lonely
live in the moment?: i love to
have a dream that keeps coming back?: yea
believe there is life on other planets?: yes...in other universes
read the newspaper?: not really
have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
believe in miracles?: yes
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
consider love a mistake?: never
like the taste of alcohol?: sommetimes
have a favorite candy?: twix
believe in astrology?: its fun sometimes
believe in magic?: sometimes
believe in God?: yes
go to church?: every sunday
have any pets: dog-kelby, cat-midnight, fish-pony
do well in school?: ive been doing pretty well
wear hats?: i look bad in them
hate yourself?: every now and then
have an obsession?: dance i guess
have a secret crush?: not really
have a best friend?: yes
wish on stars?: always
like your handwriting?: occationally
have any bad habits?: yes
care about looks?: sometimes
believe in witches?: i know one
believe in Satan?: kind of
_how many close friends do you have? well im close to people in different ways...but really really close...id have to say about 10
_what is or was your favorite cartoon? i have a few
_describe a typical day in your life: usually...trying to keep busy, trying to stay sane and not fight with my parents, talk to my friends, usually go to dance, do my best to get better at/with things,
_what and // or who makes you cry? thinking about my friends all leaving next year for college, certain friends sometimes, my parents, failing miserably at things i tried at
_if you were a bird, where would you fly? everywhere...all over the place...to people, to places, i want to see the world
_have you ever done street drugs? what do you mean...street drugs
_who is the most important person in your life and why? can i say persons? my friends i guess
_what is your favorite scent? cherry blossem body spray, vinella, baking food
_describe your most memorable moment: i dont know i have a few
_without looking it up on the internet or asking anyone, do you know what Tiramisu is? isnt that a dessert?
_can you speak any foreign languages? polish...some spanish?
_if yes, how did you learn and why did you learn them? polish was my first language and spanish in school
_how has 9/11 affected you? cousin ursula lost her job, friend of the family;s brother died
_what would you say to Osama bin Laden if he were standing in front of you? your a sick twisted human being
_three wishes. what are they? 1) happiness 2) to be thinner 3) to suceed in whatever i do
1 MINUTE AGO: talking to missy online, back kind of hurts, feeling kind of..blank?
1 DAY AGO: relaxed
1 WEEK AGO: getting ready for christmas break
1 YEAR AGO: not in such good shape
I HURT: inside sometimes
I LOVE: my friends and family
I HATE: almost no one
I FEAR: losing people i love..spiders
I HOPE: karma does go around and come around...that all will turn out in the end
I FEEL: cold
I BREAK: electronic things...sometimes
I LISTEN: to music
I HIDE: inside myself
I DRIVE: my parents insane
I PLAY: with toys?
I BREATHE: all the time
I MISS: old friends, old feelings, old memories
I LEARNED: a lot in the past year
I KNOW: i have much to learn
I SAY: many things
I DREAM: a lot, sometimes to much
I WANT: to feel loved
I FALL: all the time..im a clutz
I WAIT: for lots of things to eventually turn out
I NEED: my true friends
I THINK: way to often