i'm so tired of keeping myself going ..
I do not understand people.
I need to find a new therapist ... and I don't know how much longer I can wait. The one I have now SUCKS! She gets me all worked up and talking about my problems and then ends the session with ..."Time's up, we'll work on that next time" Well, what if I can't wait until next time? What I love the most is when people tell me that I'll be "fine"
WELL I'M NOT FUCKING FINE!
I hate my job right now. Seriously.
I feel so bad all the time because I can't help my clients. Everyday they ask me for food or money or help with this or that. I don't even have time to eat lunch half the time-- This job has gotten out of control. I am only one person doing the job of at least three. I don't see any help coming either...
Why in the hell won't my mom call me?
What the fuck is going on?
Why has Danny disappeared?
i am so tired. yeah yeah yeah, i can do it. ..i'll be fine.. i'm awesome.
The fact is I can't get it together and no, i'm not okay ..
Tonight i'm going to present the Patterson family to a circle support church group. Hopefully they will accept them. I can't handle having two families of six people + 11 other cases, after school, and volunteer recruitment.
The church is made up of a bunch of old, white, upper class snobs that don't know shit about the homeless. I wish I could go in there and tell them what I really think about them. I don't care that they are helping out the homeless this one time in their life---where have they been for 60 years? How is it that they live their lives any differently day to day? I can't stand the racist looks on their faces or the priveledged way they dress and talk and act.
I need to find a new therapist ... and I don't know how much longer I can wait. The one I have now SUCKS! She gets me all worked up and talking about my problems and then ends the session with ..."Time's up, we'll work on that next time" Well, what if I can't wait until next time? What I love the most is when people tell me that I'll be "fine"
WELL I'M NOT FUCKING FINE!
I hate my job right now. Seriously.
I feel so bad all the time because I can't help my clients. Everyday they ask me for food or money or help with this or that. I don't even have time to eat lunch half the time-- This job has gotten out of control. I am only one person doing the job of at least three. I don't see any help coming either...
Why in the hell won't my mom call me?
What the fuck is going on?
Why has Danny disappeared?
i am so tired. yeah yeah yeah, i can do it. ..i'll be fine.. i'm awesome.
The fact is I can't get it together and no, i'm not okay ..
Tonight i'm going to present the Patterson family to a circle support church group. Hopefully they will accept them. I can't handle having two families of six people + 11 other cases, after school, and volunteer recruitment.
The church is made up of a bunch of old, white, upper class snobs that don't know shit about the homeless. I wish I could go in there and tell them what I really think about them. I don't care that they are helping out the homeless this one time in their life---where have they been for 60 years? How is it that they live their lives any differently day to day? I can't stand the racist looks on their faces or the priveledged way they dress and talk and act.