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i am sick. very sick. and i dont like it at all. i mean, come on... who gets sick in the summer? Me! I am in a really crabby mood... i would probably make a really good crabcake right now. Work was lame, and being sick did not help that at all.. not to mention i have the worst pain across my shoulder blades right now, and all night i was lifting heavy things....
so i went out to eat with my grammy the other day. she is the cutest thing. I wish i hung out with her more. i never really spent a lot of time with her... that side of the family isnt so close. The bad part about lunch was, I found out that my adorable aunt liz is dying.I know, i put it pretty blunt... but she is 84. I mean, I'm really sad about it. I am not that close to her, but she is just so cute. She is my Mom-Moms sister, and they look so much alike. there is a wicked sweet picture of them from the last time liz was here, and it is so cute. I just lost my Mom-mom and now my aunt liz is passing. I guess she has two spots with cancer..and hospice is already involved. Grammy told me that is a bad thing, cause they get involved at the very end. She is not taking treatment, at her age i guess it's a waste. It's just sad to see my family slowly disappear. but I can picture mom-mom and liz together up in heaven, and it's the most adorable thing i could ever imagine... and that makes it easier.
I am sitting here listing to my big bands love song CD, and it's so amazing.. and I can picture mom-mom and liz younger listening to this.. awwe. perfect.
I am feeling a little tired now... maybe i will go snuggle up with the blankies and call it a night. everyone keep liz in your thoughts, and hope she has a peaceful and pain-free passing. I will pray that she does.
goodnight all.
sleep sweet, and pleasant dreams.
so i went out to eat with my grammy the other day. she is the cutest thing. I wish i hung out with her more. i never really spent a lot of time with her... that side of the family isnt so close. The bad part about lunch was, I found out that my adorable aunt liz is dying.I know, i put it pretty blunt... but she is 84. I mean, I'm really sad about it. I am not that close to her, but she is just so cute. She is my Mom-Moms sister, and they look so much alike. there is a wicked sweet picture of them from the last time liz was here, and it is so cute. I just lost my Mom-mom and now my aunt liz is passing. I guess she has two spots with cancer..and hospice is already involved. Grammy told me that is a bad thing, cause they get involved at the very end. She is not taking treatment, at her age i guess it's a waste. It's just sad to see my family slowly disappear. but I can picture mom-mom and liz together up in heaven, and it's the most adorable thing i could ever imagine... and that makes it easier.
I am sitting here listing to my big bands love song CD, and it's so amazing.. and I can picture mom-mom and liz younger listening to this.. awwe. perfect.
I am feeling a little tired now... maybe i will go snuggle up with the blankies and call it a night. everyone keep liz in your thoughts, and hope she has a peaceful and pain-free passing. I will pray that she does.
goodnight all.
sleep sweet, and pleasant dreams.