waaaa hoooooooo
So yesterday was my birthday....wooo I am 19! Big friggin deal. The day started off great when i was woken up by my boyfriend! :D Then my mom ruined the rest of my day by telling me that he couldn't stay an extra day. I have no idea why except this bullshit answer "this is my house, and you live by my rules". umm ok....thanks for explaining to me WHY. assholes. so i had to say goodbye to him at the bus station, which wasn't even open yet! poor kid had to sit outside the office in the heat that was unbearable and wait for it to open. Then my mom drove away with me sitting in the front seat tears streaming...no flowing like a fucking river down my face. then she starts to yell at me as to why he didn't say goodbye or thank you....blah blah Blah! i tuned her out and didn't hear the rest of what she was saying. then she brought it up again and again...probably at least 10 times the rest of the day. then she said something that she should have fuckin kept to herself "it's not my fault that your boyfriend lives out of state"! THE NERVE to say that to me...i am already crying, lets add more so we can really get her going on her birthday. I got home, went in my room,and continued bawling my eyes out. then my mom left for work........and my boyfriend called........which made me feel somewhat better. I hung up with him and went and watched TV for a while, he called back, we talked for a while and then i had someting to eat. my brother had come from school and my dad had just gotten home from work. i got a "happy birthday" from both of them and then my dad went to take a nap. i layed out on my beach chair in my yard in the grass. All of that white shit from the trees was blowing around so my brother found 3 sticks, hammered them into the ground, stretched a sheet over them and made me a canopy. then he got a wagon, and put a chair in it and pulled me around in it. as childish as it was....it made me feel better. My mom picked up Chicken Francis for me for dinner and an ice cream cake on her way home from work. I appreciated it, but i was still upset about what she had said before. After dinner my parents started up again with the whole getting a job thing. My mom contradicts herself BIG TIME on this one. one moment she says "It's so hard to find a job just for the summer, especially college kids" and the next minute she's yelling at me saying that im lazy and making no effort at all. gggrrr. she confuses the hell out of me. after that, i found out that the incomplete work that i have to make up for Politics 105 is due on June 1st..........but i just got the form on May 30th......that doesn't give me much time to do 1 critical thinking paper that has to be 2 pgs long and 2 papers that have to be 3 pgs long. So i went to my room and worked on one paper until about 12:30 is. wow....what a great birthday. :(