to felicha
I don't think you actually read what I write to you. I think that you are too busy trying to think of something mean to say to me. READ what I say. I am NOT being mean to you. It's like you have no heart or something. Read that last entry. Maybe....Jake has changed because he wanted to. But it seemed to me that he was just changing for you--cuz you buy him all this shit and whatever. That's cool...really.. but like I said.. it just seemed differently....but maybe I am wrong. So shoot me..
Tell me .. I am tierd of dragging this thing out.. what do you want from me?? Do you want me to appoligize??? Because god knows I fucking will..even tho.. I was the one (upset) --not mad.. and you flipped it so that you hate me and you hope I die... okay felicha .. here it goes..
I AM SO FUCKING SORRY
Sorry for everything
Sorry for introducing myself to you
Sorry for asking for your number
Sorry for asking for your screen name
Sorry for sitting next to you in drivers ed
Sorry for going to the movies with you
Sorry for calling you
Sorry for hanging out with you
Sorry for inviting you to spend the night
Sorry for getting drunk with you
Sorry for roming the streets at night in the snow with you
Sorry for going to premiere with you
Sorry for introducing you to my friends
Sorry for laughing and talking about life with you
Sorry for trying to make you feel better when your mom was sick
Sorry for crying when you told me you were moving
Sorry for crying so fucking hard when your mom told me you were in the hospital
Sorry for comming to see you at the hospital
Sorry for telling you that I felt like you were ignoring me
Sorry for trying to come to you cuz I thought that's what friends did
Sorry for being happy for you that you've found Mr. Right instead of those other losers
Sorry for thinking that we'd be good friends for a long time
Sorry for trying to be the best friend that I know how to be
Sorry that I'm not good enought
Sorry that I am not a good friend
Sorry that I make you so mad
Sorry that I am such a liar
Sorry that I am so terrible
Sorry that I was messing up your time with your boyfriend
Sorry that I was in your way
Sorry that I yelled at you
Sorry that I said the things I should have kept to myself
Sorry that I tried to open up to you because I thought you cared
Sorry that I thought maybe you were different from everyone else
I'm sorry that you hate me
Tell me .. I am tierd of dragging this thing out.. what do you want from me?? Do you want me to appoligize??? Because god knows I fucking will..even tho.. I was the one (upset) --not mad.. and you flipped it so that you hate me and you hope I die... okay felicha .. here it goes..
I AM SO FUCKING SORRY
Sorry for everything
Sorry for introducing myself to you
Sorry for asking for your number
Sorry for asking for your screen name
Sorry for sitting next to you in drivers ed
Sorry for going to the movies with you
Sorry for calling you
Sorry for hanging out with you
Sorry for inviting you to spend the night
Sorry for getting drunk with you
Sorry for roming the streets at night in the snow with you
Sorry for going to premiere with you
Sorry for introducing you to my friends
Sorry for laughing and talking about life with you
Sorry for trying to make you feel better when your mom was sick
Sorry for crying when you told me you were moving
Sorry for crying so fucking hard when your mom told me you were in the hospital
Sorry for comming to see you at the hospital
Sorry for telling you that I felt like you were ignoring me
Sorry for trying to come to you cuz I thought that's what friends did
Sorry for being happy for you that you've found Mr. Right instead of those other losers
Sorry for thinking that we'd be good friends for a long time
Sorry for trying to be the best friend that I know how to be
Sorry that I'm not good enought
Sorry that I am not a good friend
Sorry that I make you so mad
Sorry that I am such a liar
Sorry that I am so terrible
Sorry that I was messing up your time with your boyfriend
Sorry that I was in your way
Sorry that I yelled at you
Sorry that I said the things I should have kept to myself
Sorry that I tried to open up to you because I thought you cared
Sorry that I thought maybe you were different from everyone else
I'm sorry that you hate me