at work musings
i've been feeling kinda bad about myself lately. just little things like, how i can't get eyeliner to look right, or i feel too quiet or not witty enough, or how i'm way way out of shape.
last year, i went to the gym all the time, now, especially since i'm on co-op, i never have the time to go. or at least that's how it feels. i never have enough time, i always want to be more than i am, but there's just too many things to do everything whole heartedly. i need more hours in a day... can somebody do that for me?
also, i've been looking at the way everyone else dresses, and i'm just not up to par i just don't have the clothes, or the ability to put together an outfit that looks put together, or like i'm older than thirteen. maybe i should have someone else go shopping with me and pick things out.
arrg, i'm probably just discontented for the moment though, i'll get over it.
next entry will be less pessimistic i swear.
last year, i went to the gym all the time, now, especially since i'm on co-op, i never have the time to go. or at least that's how it feels. i never have enough time, i always want to be more than i am, but there's just too many things to do everything whole heartedly. i need more hours in a day... can somebody do that for me?
also, i've been looking at the way everyone else dresses, and i'm just not up to par i just don't have the clothes, or the ability to put together an outfit that looks put together, or like i'm older than thirteen. maybe i should have someone else go shopping with me and pick things out.
arrg, i'm probably just discontented for the moment though, i'll get over it.
next entry will be less pessimistic i swear.