Its just on my mind.....
Dont take it too seriously, its not something major right now, i promise, but i felt really weird last night and I couldnt figure out why. but....now i know.
Its the fact that I know exactly what i want in life. I have the basics already figure out. I get out of school in 3 years, i'll be 23 then!! I want to get married at 25, but i want to have dated that person for at least 2 years, 4 if possible. That means I would have to start dating that person in the next 2 years. I want to have kids at either 26 or 27. I dont want to be an old mom. These have been things set in my head as long as i can remember. and i cant just change them. They are always on my mind because having a great family and living a great life is my goal. All these things are what make that goal a reality!
I know that right now im in the begining steps, but i cant help think about the long run. I honestly dont know what im going to do after ive reached my goal. I guess things will happen, my life will completly change, and i will still be happy!
It has been on my mind tho. And i just want to know if you see us lasting a long time, and becoming more, or if u see us making it through the year and it just ending. well, i guess that wouldnt matter too much, cuz i would still have time to meet someone in the next four years.
and ya know...im not sure if I just feel more obligated to think about my future like this because i know i'll be out of school and have a real job in 3 years, or if my mind is just going crazy. I dont want to seem like im thinking WAY too much, or way to into the future, but it matters to me. it actually matters a lot to me.
I personally can see myself with you, and i can see us being really happy for a long time. I dont know what you see. I cant read your mind, and i cant know how you feel unless u tell me. I dont even know what you want to do with your life. I know its still early too, because in the next 4 years things could completly change, and suprisingly ive thought about that too! lol i just want to know i guess
Its kinda strange, i think im starting to get that whole Woman knows all and senses all thing. Because i dont know how i know, but i know if someone will be ok, if they will have a great life, will make a great dad, or will be a complete ass to his family.
I see something great in you, and i know exactly why i am with you....just so you know
Its the fact that I know exactly what i want in life. I have the basics already figure out. I get out of school in 3 years, i'll be 23 then!! I want to get married at 25, but i want to have dated that person for at least 2 years, 4 if possible. That means I would have to start dating that person in the next 2 years. I want to have kids at either 26 or 27. I dont want to be an old mom. These have been things set in my head as long as i can remember. and i cant just change them. They are always on my mind because having a great family and living a great life is my goal. All these things are what make that goal a reality!
I know that right now im in the begining steps, but i cant help think about the long run. I honestly dont know what im going to do after ive reached my goal. I guess things will happen, my life will completly change, and i will still be happy!
It has been on my mind tho. And i just want to know if you see us lasting a long time, and becoming more, or if u see us making it through the year and it just ending. well, i guess that wouldnt matter too much, cuz i would still have time to meet someone in the next four years.
and ya know...im not sure if I just feel more obligated to think about my future like this because i know i'll be out of school and have a real job in 3 years, or if my mind is just going crazy. I dont want to seem like im thinking WAY too much, or way to into the future, but it matters to me. it actually matters a lot to me.
I personally can see myself with you, and i can see us being really happy for a long time. I dont know what you see. I cant read your mind, and i cant know how you feel unless u tell me. I dont even know what you want to do with your life. I know its still early too, because in the next 4 years things could completly change, and suprisingly ive thought about that too! lol i just want to know i guess
Its kinda strange, i think im starting to get that whole Woman knows all and senses all thing. Because i dont know how i know, but i know if someone will be ok, if they will have a great life, will make a great dad, or will be a complete ass to his family.
I see something great in you, and i know exactly why i am with you....just so you know