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HeLLo everyone. I am actually tired. Okay so Lin and I have declared that we are hopeless romantics. I think it's weird but kind of cool. I have been talking to David and today I told him how I felt flat out. I mean I told him I was scared to get close to him and everything, that he hurt me, and how I still liked him but also hated him for what he did. So I went in to work today because I felt bad for something I did and had to go back and fix it. I no longer want to e the old lady who lives alone except for her 20 dogs(I like them better then cats). HaHa I always believed I would be that little old lady because I never seem to be happy with anyone (guys). I guess it's because I have always wanted to find that one guy. Nicole told me today that she thinks that David is my first love and that's why this is bothering me so bad and I am starting to believe her. I smoked my first cigerrate with Nicole. No, I am not addicted I only take a couple hits off Nicole's or David's. Ha Ha But his Menthols are nasty.... I have to hurry and end this before my sister and mom sees it so i will post more tomorrow.
