fucking weekend. fucking day.

[xstand_by_me]

today was fucking rediculous. seriously. out of fucking control.

dan woke me up at 1. that didnt make me mad though. i was more worried. and i was worried about other shit all night anyway. so it was more that i couldnt go back to sleep.

then at five, i get a phone call. fucking wonderful.

then...oh man. i get this email that totally rips me apart. whatever.

and yeah. its retarded. whatever. im trying not to be a downer .