I present you..
Shige looked at his face in the mirror. I’m not that bad, am I? Ryo should just shut up. And where is that friggin’ pimple? I don’t see him and I even got my glasses on! Shige washed his face another time and looked at his face again. Suddenly the door opened. The boy didn’t notice it.
‘Shige?’ a voice said. The black haired boy almost jumped out of surprise and looked to his right. To the door. To Koyama.
‘Yes?’
‘Is there something wrong? You’ve been here for quite some time now...’
‘Kei, do I have a pimple on my face?’ The taller one began to laugh and walked to his best friend.
‘Let me see...’ Koyama held Shige’s chin with his thumb and pointing finger. He studied the other’s face.
‘Nope, don’t see any pimple. Only a beautiful face. Anyway, we should get back. We still have some photos to do, so come on!’ Koyama said with a big smile. He picked the other’s hand and dragged him out of the men’s room.
‘Hey pimple-head!’ Ryo grinned.
‘Ryo-chan~! Show some member-ai towards Shige and his pimpleless face.’ Koyama defensed.
‘You and your member-ai.’ Ryo didn’t say anything about the pimple. Shige smiled and sat on the couch. How much longer do we have to wait?’
‘Don’t know.’
‘Me neither.’
‘I don’t know too.’
Everyone sighed. Massu began to play with chopsticks he had in his hands.
‘Where are those from?’ Tegoshi asked.
‘My bag.’
‘Oh god, weirdo.’ Ryo said.
‘Massu, why do you have chopsticks in your bag?’ Yamapi asked.
‘Because I have noodles with me.’
‘We have food here, you know.’
‘And I love food.’ Massu had a huge smile on his face.
‘You’re still a weirdo.’
‘Ryo-tan... why are you such a meanie today?’ Tegoshi sighed. ‘Please don’t do it.’
‘I’m sorry, Tego-nyan. Won’t do it anymore. Today.’ Tegoshi smiled.
‘Finally...’ Yamapi said.
‘What?’ Ryo asked annoyed.
‘We can shoot the pictures now!’
‘Oh...’
The shoot was over. The members went to their room and did their own things. They could go home but nobody did it. Massu picked his bag up and fished his noodles out of it. Ryo said nothing.
‘Ne, Shige?’ Koyama asked.
‘Hm?’ Shige looked up from his book when Koyama sat next to him. The taller one had a lovely smile.
‘What’s wrong, Kei?’
‘Do I have a pimle?’
Shige laughed and pushed the other one on his back. ‘Shut up, Kei.’ Koyama began to laugh.
‘No, I’m serious! Do I have a pimple?’
‘Don’t know. Can I look later?’
‘No...’ Koyama sat up. Shige turned around to face the other one.
‘Nope. No pimple.’ The boy leaned forward and held his mouth by the other one’s ear. ‘Only a beautiful face.’ The black haired one smiled and ontinued to read his book. In the mean time... Koyama was blood red.
‘Ne, Kei-chan?’ Yamapi asked. ‘Did Shige said something sexy to you that you’re blushing?’
Shige turned his head to see Koyama’s face. Sorry Kei, it had to be said. The younger one began to laugh when Koyama’s head was getting redder and redder.
Shige, why are you embarrasing me?
And if Shige could read thoughts...
‘Sorry Kei.’
‘So... what did you say to Koyama?’ Ryo asked... nicely.
‘Something I wouldn’t say to you.’ Shige answered with a satisfied smile.
‘Oh... It wouldn’t be that good then.’
‘Actually, I think it was pretty good. Kei-chan is still red.’ Tegoshi laughed. Massu looked op from his noodles.
‘... What happened? Why is Koyama red?’
‘Massu~~~~~!’ Tegoshi smacked the other on the head.
‘Itai! What did I do wrong?’ Everyone sighed.
‘Nothing, Massu, nothing.’ Ryo laughed.
Koyama packed his stuff when Tegoshi and Massu were leaving.
‘Ryo-chan?’
‘Yes, Pi?’
‘Are we still going to watch that movie tonight?’
‘Sure, Pi.’
‘Yay! I’m going to grab my stuff!’ The leader of NEWS was almost out of the room when he came back. ‘Shige? Kei-chan? Want to come too?’
‘Can’t.’ It came out of three mouths.
‘Ryo-chan?’ Yamapi said.
‘Eh... nevermind.’
Yamapi nodded and focused on the other two.
‘I’m going somewhere.’ Koyama said.
‘One, I can’t and two, don’t want to be the fifth weel on the wagen.’ Shige said at his turn
Ryo smiled. Yamapi nodded and left the room. Ryo stood up and walked to Shige. ‘Thanks’. He smiled and patted him on the head. ‘And sorry about the pimple. You have a beautiful, pimpleless face.’
Koyama heard everything and didn’t look up. He didn’t want to see Shige’s reaction.
‘Thanks, Ryo. That’s really nice of you.’ But it’s better when Koyama says it.
Ryo nodded and looked at the door. ‘Pi’s here.’
‘Bang!’ Yamapi did as if his hand was a pistol and made that sound. (Think of Kurosagi :Dv)
‘Bye guys!’ Ryo said and so did Yamapi. Shige said them goodbye and watched the two go out. Koyama said nothing and the other one noticed it clearly.
‘Kei? Something wrong?’
‘Why did he say that to you?’
‘What? Ryo? I don’t know...’
‘Oh...’ Koyama grabbed his bag and walked out of the room. Shige didn’t see the other one’s tears.
Why am I runnig away? Shige didn’t do anything. Ugh, I’m so selfish. And why are people always going to the bathroom and wash their face when they’re going to think about something? Koyama sighed and looked at himself. ‘I’m terrible.’
‘You’re not terrible.’
Koyama looked at the door.
‘Kei, you’re not terrible and you know that.’ Shige said calm. Koyama turned his back to Shige and whiped his tears quickly away. He heard Shige’s sigh and the closing door. The older boy turned around in shock to see a closing door where Shige just walked out, but he saw a sad boy in front of him.
‘Kei, why are you crying?’
Shit, I thought my tears were away!
Kei, please, don’t look that way. I can’t stand it.
Shige used his thumb to wipe Koyama’s tears away.
‘You don’t like what Ryo said, do you? You don’t like to see Ryo said that to me, do you? You don’t like it that he said it to me, do you?’
Koyama just said nothing.
‘Call me when you want to talk, I have to go. Sorry. I’m really sorry. I wish I could do some more now...’ Shige hugged his friend and walked away. Koyama heard the door s hut and then another one.
‘He knows how I feel... He knows it...’
Shige walked to the bus station. ‘I don’t like it when he looks like that...’ he whispered. The bus came and the boy stepped inside. He sat somewhere and looked out of the window to see Koyama leaving the building. The boy had sunglasses on, so you couldn’t see he was crying. Shige looked to the other side when the bus was passing Koyama, who was looking at the bus. The place where Shige sat. Suddenly a phone rang. Shige quickly picked it up. ‘Moshi moshi.’
‘Shige, where are you?’
‘I’m on the way, why?’
‘You’re late!’
‘Sorry, something came in between.’
‘Call me next time when that happens!’ Shige sighed.
‘Yes mom...’
‘Well, bye bye then.’
‘Bye mom.’ Shige sighed again. Moms. The bus stopped again and Shige looked outside. Almost home. Some people steppend in and some people were getting out. The next stop was his. He pushed the stop button when the bus began to drive again. Because of that, he let the driver know he wants to go out at the next stop.
‘I’m home!’
‘Okaeri.’
‘Thanks.’ Koyama dropped his bag next to the stairs and walked to the kitchen to find his mother. ‘What are you doing?’ Koyama smiled.
‘Baking a cake, my dear.’
‘Looks yummy.’
‘Keiichiro, you’re still such a little child.’ His mother laughed.
‘Don’t like it?’
‘Of course I like it!’
‘Good. I’m going to take a shower, I have to go somewhere.’
‘Okay. Have fun.’ His mother smiled. Koyama smiled back and went to the bathroom. The water what fell on his body made him relax. I should call Shige. I’m overreacting. How stupid am I? Seriously, where is my happy Koyama side? And Shige looked so... Wait a minute! Koyama stopped the water and then everything was in a rush.
Shige puffed when he let himself fall on his bed. He was finished with all that cleaning he had to do with his mother. The boy closed his eyes when his mother called him.
‘Yes, mom?’
‘I’m going!’
‘To where?’
‘Some friends, I won’t be coming home tonight.’
‘Oh... Okay, have fun!’
‘Thank you, dear. Don’t make it too late!’
‘Mom, I’m not a little child, you know that!’
His mother giggled, yes giggle, and left the house. Shige closed his eyes again but his rest and peace was broken when his phone rang after ten seconds.
‘Koyama?!’
‘No... I’m Tegoshi, don’t you look at the screen?’
‘Oh, uh... sorry Tegoshi. My eyes are closed, I’m tired.’
‘Aha. Anyway, are you busy except for almost sleeping?’
‘Not really...’
‘Okay, help me then.’
‘With what?’
‘Well... eh... Massu fell asleep.’
‘So? Wake him up!’
‘How?’
‘Tegoshi... Tegoshi, Tegoshi, my dear Tegoshi... I’m sorry to say this but are you really serious?’
‘Yes!’
‘Throw water on him.’
The doorbell rang. Shige stood up and walked to the door downstairs. He heard Tegoshi ‘Oh, of course!’ saying. The boy opened the door. ‘You’re really...’ He saw Koyama. ‘Special...’ A wet Koyama, because of the rain.
‘Shige? Shige-kuuuuun?’
‘Yeah?’ The boy stared to Koyama.
‘It worked, thank you. You’re genius.’
‘No, you’re the genius.’ Shige said dryly.
‘Ah, thanks! Anyway, I’m going to hang up! Bye bye!’ Shige shook his head and putted his phone in his pocket. He looked at Koyama again. ‘Can I come in?’ His voice sounded weak. Shige nodded and stepped aside. Koyama did his shoes off and waited for Shige to go to the living room. The younger boy almost walked to the room when he stopped to grab the other’s hand.
Koyama’s eyes were still big, because of the fact Shige hold his hand so intense. Like... Like he loved him. They sat on the couch, saying nothing. Shige didn’t let go of the other’s hand.
‘Shige...’ Koyama wanted to break the silence.
‘Yes?’
‘I’m sorry.’
‘Don’t be.’
‘I was such an idiot! Making such a big deal out of it!’
‘Kei...’
‘No, I’m not finished yet.’
‘Sorry.’
‘I’m the one who has to be sorry. And I am! I’m so sorry that I’m selfish. I’m sorry that I was reacting like that. I’m sorry you have to be the victim. I’m sorry that I’m blaming Ryo because of this. I’m sorry.’
‘...’
‘I’m sorry that I didn’t say anything about it. At least not clearly. I’m sorry that I made you sad. I’m sorry to make you worry. I’m sorry.’
‘Kei...’
‘I’m sorry that I fell in love with you.’ Koyama’s tears fell on their intwined hands. Shige’s grip became tighter. ‘I’m sorry that I didn’t notice it before, Kei.’
Koyama looked with red eyes to his best friend. Shige also looked up and came closer. Koyama closed his eyes and tears were falling again. Shige kissed the other’s cheek. ‘Kei, don’t cry, please. Please.’ He kissed the other cheek and leaned back again. The older boy opened his eyes and hugged the other immediately. But the two didn’t let go of each other’s hands.
‘I’m sorry, Shige, I’m sorry.’ The one whispered.
‘Don’t be, don’t be.’ The other whispered back.
--
The two boys stood in the kitchen. Shige was searching in the fridge for food. Koyama watched Shige from the side. ‘Don’t stare like that.’ Shige said with his head almost in the fridge. Koyama began to laugh. He was happy. He was happy that Shige wasn’t mad at him and he was also happy that everything was back to what it was and how it should be. But the evening was young and there could be some things changing...
‘Ne, Kei?’
‘What?’
‘What do you think about cooking?’
‘You don’t have any food here, huh?’
‘Yeah...’ Shige scratched the back of his head.
‘Where’s your mom, by the way?’
‘Friends.’
‘Oh. When will she be back?’
‘Not today, we got the house for ourselves.’
‘Cool.’ Shige had a questioning look on his face. ‘Shige, ordering pizza is fine.’ The younger one laughedand went upstairs. ‘Oi! Where are you going?’
‘Upstairs? I need to grab something, I will call for pizza upstairs too. You can watch TV in the living room.’ Koyama said nothing and places himself on the couch. Shige came back from upstairs after several minutes and walked tot the couch with a package in his hand. ‘What’s that in your hand?’
‘A DVD, want to watch it?’
‘Sure, which one is it?’
‘I don’t know actually... One of my mom’s, so...’
‘Wait. Your mom’s? Should be a romantic one then.’
‘That’s possible.’ Shige looked at the box. ‘Yeah, a romantic one... could be interesting, though. I think.’
‘Let’s just watch it.’ Koyama said with a smile.
‘You sure?’
‘Yeah, I bet that Yamapi and Ryo-chan are also watching a romantic one.’ Shige laughed and sat next to Koyama. ‘Shall we first wait at the pizza?’ The other one nodded.
‘Yay! Pizza’s here!’ Koyama said happily.
‘You’re just like Massu now.’ Shige laughed while he placed the only pizza on the table. The two sat in front of each other at the tabe.
‘Why is there only one pizza?’
‘Because I wanted that.’ Shige blushed, the other found it cute.
‘Shige...’ Koyama said softly all of the sudden. The younger one looked up. ‘May... May I feed you?’
‘You don’t have to ask that...’ Shige blushed again. Koyama smiled and cutted a bit of a slize pizza. He did it on his fork and feeded Shige, who was still blushing.
Oh, he looks so adorable when he’s blushing.
Shige smiled and did the same with Koyama.
Screw that movie, this is much better and I have to show him that I like him too.
The two continued feeding each other until the pizza was gone.
‘You got something there.’ Koyama pointed to the corner of the other’s mouth.
‘Where?’
‘There, wait, I’ll get it off.’ Koyama wiped it away with his indez finger. He wanted to take his hand back but Shige took a hold of his wrist. This is my chance... The younger one putted the other’s finger in his moutch. The older blushed but was also shocked. Shige bagan to suck it and had is eyes closed.
‘Shige...’ Oh god, why are you doing this?
Shige let go of the other’s hand and opened his eyes. Slowly. He stood up and walked around the table until he was behind the other. He placed his hands on the other one’s shoulders and let them go down, down, down and then up, up, up. Slowly. He brought his mouth to the one’s neck and placed his lips on Koyama. ‘Kei, I...’ Shige gave another kiss in his neck. ‘I want you...’ Another one. ‘Terribly.’ And another one. All of this was a big turn on for Koyama and Shige knows it. ‘Don’t you want me?’ Shige grabbed the other’s hand and pushed him on the couch after that. He sat on the other’s lap. Hands everywhere, mouth everywhere. He kissed his earlobe and licked its shell for only one time. He followed the other’s jaw line to his mouth . He began to suck on the bottom lip. And after that... the two kissed. Shige’s hands were still everywhere and Koyama’s lips parted. The two tongues met each other. The older one had to moan into the kiss when the Shige’s hand palmed his crotch. Their mouths seperated when they needed to breath. Their lips were swolen and their eyes were filled with lust. No... It was love.
‘Shige...’
‘Kei...’
‘Why are you doing this?’
‘Because. I want you. I need you. And I love you.’ Shige kissed the other again. There was more passion in this one and it increased with every kiss after another. But the passion couldn’t reach the limit of their love that they had hidden for so long.
--
‘That was hot.’
‘I know, I loved your face when you were moaning my name. It was beautifl.’
‘And I want to hear that only from you.’
‘Your face is beautiful?’
‘Yes, that.’
‘Your whole body is beautiful, Shige and your personality too. That’s why I love you.’
‘I love you too.’ Shige pressed the button again and the song began, the two kissed again.
If you smiling, that should set the tone
Just be limber
If you let go, the music should groove your bones
Just remember
Sing this song with me
Ain't nobody love you like I love you
You're a good girl and that's what makes me trust ya
Late at night, I talk to you
You will know the difference when I touch you
--
I know, I know, that song doesn’t makes sense here actually, but I listened to this song before I wrote this thing. And the title of this fic is the name of the song too! ^_^
Ah, you noticed? Okay..
Hope you liked it anyway! :Dv
COMMENTS ARE LIKE KOYATO. (Much, much, MUCH LOVE!) ♥♥♥
P.S. valerieexd and I have a fic named 'Winter Wonderland' but we have a little break in that, because our inspiration is failing on us. x'D
P.P.S. I'm almost dancing here because of this song. It gives you such a happy feeling.
‘Shige?’ a voice said. The black haired boy almost jumped out of surprise and looked to his right. To the door. To Koyama.
‘Yes?’
‘Is there something wrong? You’ve been here for quite some time now...’
‘Kei, do I have a pimple on my face?’ The taller one began to laugh and walked to his best friend.
‘Let me see...’ Koyama held Shige’s chin with his thumb and pointing finger. He studied the other’s face.
‘Nope, don’t see any pimple. Only a beautiful face. Anyway, we should get back. We still have some photos to do, so come on!’ Koyama said with a big smile. He picked the other’s hand and dragged him out of the men’s room.
‘Hey pimple-head!’ Ryo grinned.
‘Ryo-chan~! Show some member-ai towards Shige and his pimpleless face.’ Koyama defensed.
‘You and your member-ai.’ Ryo didn’t say anything about the pimple. Shige smiled and sat on the couch. How much longer do we have to wait?’
‘Don’t know.’
‘Me neither.’
‘I don’t know too.’
Everyone sighed. Massu began to play with chopsticks he had in his hands.
‘Where are those from?’ Tegoshi asked.
‘My bag.’
‘Oh god, weirdo.’ Ryo said.
‘Massu, why do you have chopsticks in your bag?’ Yamapi asked.
‘Because I have noodles with me.’
‘We have food here, you know.’
‘And I love food.’ Massu had a huge smile on his face.
‘You’re still a weirdo.’
‘Ryo-tan... why are you such a meanie today?’ Tegoshi sighed. ‘Please don’t do it.’
‘I’m sorry, Tego-nyan. Won’t do it anymore. Today.’ Tegoshi smiled.
‘Finally...’ Yamapi said.
‘What?’ Ryo asked annoyed.
‘We can shoot the pictures now!’
‘Oh...’
The shoot was over. The members went to their room and did their own things. They could go home but nobody did it. Massu picked his bag up and fished his noodles out of it. Ryo said nothing.
‘Ne, Shige?’ Koyama asked.
‘Hm?’ Shige looked up from his book when Koyama sat next to him. The taller one had a lovely smile.
‘What’s wrong, Kei?’
‘Do I have a pimle?’
Shige laughed and pushed the other one on his back. ‘Shut up, Kei.’ Koyama began to laugh.
‘No, I’m serious! Do I have a pimple?’
‘Don’t know. Can I look later?’
‘No...’ Koyama sat up. Shige turned around to face the other one.
‘Nope. No pimple.’ The boy leaned forward and held his mouth by the other one’s ear. ‘Only a beautiful face.’ The black haired one smiled and ontinued to read his book. In the mean time... Koyama was blood red.
‘Ne, Kei-chan?’ Yamapi asked. ‘Did Shige said something sexy to you that you’re blushing?’
Shige turned his head to see Koyama’s face. Sorry Kei, it had to be said. The younger one began to laugh when Koyama’s head was getting redder and redder.
Shige, why are you embarrasing me?
And if Shige could read thoughts...
‘Sorry Kei.’
‘So... what did you say to Koyama?’ Ryo asked... nicely.
‘Something I wouldn’t say to you.’ Shige answered with a satisfied smile.
‘Oh... It wouldn’t be that good then.’
‘Actually, I think it was pretty good. Kei-chan is still red.’ Tegoshi laughed. Massu looked op from his noodles.
‘... What happened? Why is Koyama red?’
‘Massu~~~~~!’ Tegoshi smacked the other on the head.
‘Itai! What did I do wrong?’ Everyone sighed.
‘Nothing, Massu, nothing.’ Ryo laughed.
Koyama packed his stuff when Tegoshi and Massu were leaving.
‘Ryo-chan?’
‘Yes, Pi?’
‘Are we still going to watch that movie tonight?’
‘Sure, Pi.’
‘Yay! I’m going to grab my stuff!’ The leader of NEWS was almost out of the room when he came back. ‘Shige? Kei-chan? Want to come too?’
‘Can’t.’ It came out of three mouths.
‘Ryo-chan?’ Yamapi said.
‘Eh... nevermind.’
Yamapi nodded and focused on the other two.
‘I’m going somewhere.’ Koyama said.
‘One, I can’t and two, don’t want to be the fifth weel on the wagen.’ Shige said at his turn
Ryo smiled. Yamapi nodded and left the room. Ryo stood up and walked to Shige. ‘Thanks’. He smiled and patted him on the head. ‘And sorry about the pimple. You have a beautiful, pimpleless face.’
Koyama heard everything and didn’t look up. He didn’t want to see Shige’s reaction.
‘Thanks, Ryo. That’s really nice of you.’ But it’s better when Koyama says it.
Ryo nodded and looked at the door. ‘Pi’s here.’
‘Bang!’ Yamapi did as if his hand was a pistol and made that sound. (Think of Kurosagi :Dv)
‘Bye guys!’ Ryo said and so did Yamapi. Shige said them goodbye and watched the two go out. Koyama said nothing and the other one noticed it clearly.
‘Kei? Something wrong?’
‘Why did he say that to you?’
‘What? Ryo? I don’t know...’
‘Oh...’ Koyama grabbed his bag and walked out of the room. Shige didn’t see the other one’s tears.
Why am I runnig away? Shige didn’t do anything. Ugh, I’m so selfish. And why are people always going to the bathroom and wash their face when they’re going to think about something? Koyama sighed and looked at himself. ‘I’m terrible.’
‘You’re not terrible.’
Koyama looked at the door.
‘Kei, you’re not terrible and you know that.’ Shige said calm. Koyama turned his back to Shige and whiped his tears quickly away. He heard Shige’s sigh and the closing door. The older boy turned around in shock to see a closing door where Shige just walked out, but he saw a sad boy in front of him.
‘Kei, why are you crying?’
Shit, I thought my tears were away!
Kei, please, don’t look that way. I can’t stand it.
Shige used his thumb to wipe Koyama’s tears away.
‘You don’t like what Ryo said, do you? You don’t like to see Ryo said that to me, do you? You don’t like it that he said it to me, do you?’
Koyama just said nothing.
‘Call me when you want to talk, I have to go. Sorry. I’m really sorry. I wish I could do some more now...’ Shige hugged his friend and walked away. Koyama heard the door s hut and then another one.
‘He knows how I feel... He knows it...’
Shige walked to the bus station. ‘I don’t like it when he looks like that...’ he whispered. The bus came and the boy stepped inside. He sat somewhere and looked out of the window to see Koyama leaving the building. The boy had sunglasses on, so you couldn’t see he was crying. Shige looked to the other side when the bus was passing Koyama, who was looking at the bus. The place where Shige sat. Suddenly a phone rang. Shige quickly picked it up. ‘Moshi moshi.’
‘Shige, where are you?’
‘I’m on the way, why?’
‘You’re late!’
‘Sorry, something came in between.’
‘Call me next time when that happens!’ Shige sighed.
‘Yes mom...’
‘Well, bye bye then.’
‘Bye mom.’ Shige sighed again. Moms. The bus stopped again and Shige looked outside. Almost home. Some people steppend in and some people were getting out. The next stop was his. He pushed the stop button when the bus began to drive again. Because of that, he let the driver know he wants to go out at the next stop.
‘I’m home!’
‘Okaeri.’
‘Thanks.’ Koyama dropped his bag next to the stairs and walked to the kitchen to find his mother. ‘What are you doing?’ Koyama smiled.
‘Baking a cake, my dear.’
‘Looks yummy.’
‘Keiichiro, you’re still such a little child.’ His mother laughed.
‘Don’t like it?’
‘Of course I like it!’
‘Good. I’m going to take a shower, I have to go somewhere.’
‘Okay. Have fun.’ His mother smiled. Koyama smiled back and went to the bathroom. The water what fell on his body made him relax. I should call Shige. I’m overreacting. How stupid am I? Seriously, where is my happy Koyama side? And Shige looked so... Wait a minute! Koyama stopped the water and then everything was in a rush.
Shige puffed when he let himself fall on his bed. He was finished with all that cleaning he had to do with his mother. The boy closed his eyes when his mother called him.
‘Yes, mom?’
‘I’m going!’
‘To where?’
‘Some friends, I won’t be coming home tonight.’
‘Oh... Okay, have fun!’
‘Thank you, dear. Don’t make it too late!’
‘Mom, I’m not a little child, you know that!’
His mother giggled, yes giggle, and left the house. Shige closed his eyes again but his rest and peace was broken when his phone rang after ten seconds.
‘Koyama?!’
‘No... I’m Tegoshi, don’t you look at the screen?’
‘Oh, uh... sorry Tegoshi. My eyes are closed, I’m tired.’
‘Aha. Anyway, are you busy except for almost sleeping?’
‘Not really...’
‘Okay, help me then.’
‘With what?’
‘Well... eh... Massu fell asleep.’
‘So? Wake him up!’
‘How?’
‘Tegoshi... Tegoshi, Tegoshi, my dear Tegoshi... I’m sorry to say this but are you really serious?’
‘Yes!’
‘Throw water on him.’
The doorbell rang. Shige stood up and walked to the door downstairs. He heard Tegoshi ‘Oh, of course!’ saying. The boy opened the door. ‘You’re really...’ He saw Koyama. ‘Special...’ A wet Koyama, because of the rain.
‘Shige? Shige-kuuuuun?’
‘Yeah?’ The boy stared to Koyama.
‘It worked, thank you. You’re genius.’
‘No, you’re the genius.’ Shige said dryly.
‘Ah, thanks! Anyway, I’m going to hang up! Bye bye!’ Shige shook his head and putted his phone in his pocket. He looked at Koyama again. ‘Can I come in?’ His voice sounded weak. Shige nodded and stepped aside. Koyama did his shoes off and waited for Shige to go to the living room. The younger boy almost walked to the room when he stopped to grab the other’s hand.
Koyama’s eyes were still big, because of the fact Shige hold his hand so intense. Like... Like he loved him. They sat on the couch, saying nothing. Shige didn’t let go of the other’s hand.
‘Shige...’ Koyama wanted to break the silence.
‘Yes?’
‘I’m sorry.’
‘Don’t be.’
‘I was such an idiot! Making such a big deal out of it!’
‘Kei...’
‘No, I’m not finished yet.’
‘Sorry.’
‘I’m the one who has to be sorry. And I am! I’m so sorry that I’m selfish. I’m sorry that I was reacting like that. I’m sorry you have to be the victim. I’m sorry that I’m blaming Ryo because of this. I’m sorry.’
‘...’
‘I’m sorry that I didn’t say anything about it. At least not clearly. I’m sorry that I made you sad. I’m sorry to make you worry. I’m sorry.’
‘Kei...’
‘I’m sorry that I fell in love with you.’ Koyama’s tears fell on their intwined hands. Shige’s grip became tighter. ‘I’m sorry that I didn’t notice it before, Kei.’
Koyama looked with red eyes to his best friend. Shige also looked up and came closer. Koyama closed his eyes and tears were falling again. Shige kissed the other’s cheek. ‘Kei, don’t cry, please. Please.’ He kissed the other cheek and leaned back again. The older boy opened his eyes and hugged the other immediately. But the two didn’t let go of each other’s hands.
‘I’m sorry, Shige, I’m sorry.’ The one whispered.
‘Don’t be, don’t be.’ The other whispered back.
--
The two boys stood in the kitchen. Shige was searching in the fridge for food. Koyama watched Shige from the side. ‘Don’t stare like that.’ Shige said with his head almost in the fridge. Koyama began to laugh. He was happy. He was happy that Shige wasn’t mad at him and he was also happy that everything was back to what it was and how it should be. But the evening was young and there could be some things changing...
‘Ne, Kei?’
‘What?’
‘What do you think about cooking?’
‘You don’t have any food here, huh?’
‘Yeah...’ Shige scratched the back of his head.
‘Where’s your mom, by the way?’
‘Friends.’
‘Oh. When will she be back?’
‘Not today, we got the house for ourselves.’
‘Cool.’ Shige had a questioning look on his face. ‘Shige, ordering pizza is fine.’ The younger one laughedand went upstairs. ‘Oi! Where are you going?’
‘Upstairs? I need to grab something, I will call for pizza upstairs too. You can watch TV in the living room.’ Koyama said nothing and places himself on the couch. Shige came back from upstairs after several minutes and walked tot the couch with a package in his hand. ‘What’s that in your hand?’
‘A DVD, want to watch it?’
‘Sure, which one is it?’
‘I don’t know actually... One of my mom’s, so...’
‘Wait. Your mom’s? Should be a romantic one then.’
‘That’s possible.’ Shige looked at the box. ‘Yeah, a romantic one... could be interesting, though. I think.’
‘Let’s just watch it.’ Koyama said with a smile.
‘You sure?’
‘Yeah, I bet that Yamapi and Ryo-chan are also watching a romantic one.’ Shige laughed and sat next to Koyama. ‘Shall we first wait at the pizza?’ The other one nodded.
‘Yay! Pizza’s here!’ Koyama said happily.
‘You’re just like Massu now.’ Shige laughed while he placed the only pizza on the table. The two sat in front of each other at the tabe.
‘Why is there only one pizza?’
‘Because I wanted that.’ Shige blushed, the other found it cute.
‘Shige...’ Koyama said softly all of the sudden. The younger one looked up. ‘May... May I feed you?’
‘You don’t have to ask that...’ Shige blushed again. Koyama smiled and cutted a bit of a slize pizza. He did it on his fork and feeded Shige, who was still blushing.
Oh, he looks so adorable when he’s blushing.
Shige smiled and did the same with Koyama.
Screw that movie, this is much better and I have to show him that I like him too.
The two continued feeding each other until the pizza was gone.
‘You got something there.’ Koyama pointed to the corner of the other’s mouth.
‘Where?’
‘There, wait, I’ll get it off.’ Koyama wiped it away with his indez finger. He wanted to take his hand back but Shige took a hold of his wrist. This is my chance... The younger one putted the other’s finger in his moutch. The older blushed but was also shocked. Shige bagan to suck it and had is eyes closed.
‘Shige...’ Oh god, why are you doing this?
Shige let go of the other’s hand and opened his eyes. Slowly. He stood up and walked around the table until he was behind the other. He placed his hands on the other one’s shoulders and let them go down, down, down and then up, up, up. Slowly. He brought his mouth to the one’s neck and placed his lips on Koyama. ‘Kei, I...’ Shige gave another kiss in his neck. ‘I want you...’ Another one. ‘Terribly.’ And another one. All of this was a big turn on for Koyama and Shige knows it. ‘Don’t you want me?’ Shige grabbed the other’s hand and pushed him on the couch after that. He sat on the other’s lap. Hands everywhere, mouth everywhere. He kissed his earlobe and licked its shell for only one time. He followed the other’s jaw line to his mouth . He began to suck on the bottom lip. And after that... the two kissed. Shige’s hands were still everywhere and Koyama’s lips parted. The two tongues met each other. The older one had to moan into the kiss when the Shige’s hand palmed his crotch. Their mouths seperated when they needed to breath. Their lips were swolen and their eyes were filled with lust. No... It was love.
‘Shige...’
‘Kei...’
‘Why are you doing this?’
‘Because. I want you. I need you. And I love you.’ Shige kissed the other again. There was more passion in this one and it increased with every kiss after another. But the passion couldn’t reach the limit of their love that they had hidden for so long.
--
‘That was hot.’
‘I know, I loved your face when you were moaning my name. It was beautifl.’
‘And I want to hear that only from you.’
‘Your face is beautiful?’
‘Yes, that.’
‘Your whole body is beautiful, Shige and your personality too. That’s why I love you.’
‘I love you too.’ Shige pressed the button again and the song began, the two kissed again.
If you smiling, that should set the tone
Just be limber
If you let go, the music should groove your bones
Just remember
Sing this song with me
Ain't nobody love you like I love you
You're a good girl and that's what makes me trust ya
Late at night, I talk to you
You will know the difference when I touch you
--
I know, I know, that song doesn’t makes sense here actually, but I listened to this song before I wrote this thing. And the title of this fic is the name of the song too! ^_^
Ah, you noticed? Okay..
Hope you liked it anyway! :Dv
COMMENTS ARE LIKE KOYATO. (Much, much, MUCH LOVE!) ♥♥♥
P.S. valerieexd and I have a fic named 'Winter Wonderland' but we have a little break in that, because our inspiration is failing on us. x'D
P.P.S. I'm almost dancing here because of this song. It gives you such a happy feeling.