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Im feeling really blah today. Everything is going good but just earlier i had this feeling of utter depressing come over me for some reason and now it wont budge. It had to do with one particular person that i dont think would ever hurt me but i just had almost like a preminition/daydream that they did something really awful to me and now i cant get it out of my head. And now I'm having one of those panic attcks or the beginning of one...Uh i havent had one in months this sucks so bad... stupid emotions getting the better of me...