5th period project
so right im suppose to be doing this project on sweden.
i dont feel like it so im turing my head towards the wonderful world of livejournal.
i have a meeting with my probation officer today at 430.
they are going to ask me stupid questions and ask if ive done any other drugs besides weed.
of course not.
i hate lieing out my asshole.
i wish sometimes i could just talk to someone like that.
the truth is i do feel lazy and fat when i smoke.
i dont regret it i love weed. alot.
But i forgot what its like to be clean for a while.
and i dont want to miss anything.
Ive been doing okay in school latley.
ive been going and staying. not skipping.
I accually feel like im in control of my life.
for the first time in a long time.
I have alot of friends that are fun to hang out with.
I just cant wait till summer. I need a job too.
Im also reading this book called A MILLION LITTLE PEICES
its about drug addiction.... maybe thats why im scared.
becasue i dont want to end up like this character in the book, and i know im capable of it.
oh well.
i want to see dawn of the dead this weekend.
and i want some forties.
ill be happy.
i dont feel like it so im turing my head towards the wonderful world of livejournal.
i have a meeting with my probation officer today at 430.
they are going to ask me stupid questions and ask if ive done any other drugs besides weed.
of course not.
i hate lieing out my asshole.
i wish sometimes i could just talk to someone like that.
the truth is i do feel lazy and fat when i smoke.
i dont regret it i love weed. alot.
But i forgot what its like to be clean for a while.
and i dont want to miss anything.
Ive been doing okay in school latley.
ive been going and staying. not skipping.
I accually feel like im in control of my life.
for the first time in a long time.
I have alot of friends that are fun to hang out with.
I just cant wait till summer. I need a job too.
Im also reading this book called A MILLION LITTLE PEICES
its about drug addiction.... maybe thats why im scared.
becasue i dont want to end up like this character in the book, and i know im capable of it.
oh well.
i want to see dawn of the dead this weekend.
and i want some forties.
ill be happy.