Tuesday,

Nov 17, 2004 14:17

Ummm… wow I haven't updated in a freaking loooong time soo… I guess ill update now. Heres whats happened this and last week so far! Sooo…

Tuesday: Sam broke up with me (again)  I don’t even know why… it was prolly for a stupid reason tho… but im an idiot because I still like him. And everyone keeps telling me that he doesn’t deserve me and that I don’t deserve to be treated like this but I still like him and im a freaking idiot… so um yeah. That day was pretty… umm… awkward, cuz hes in my int stud group.
Wednesday: Ummm… started actually talking to sam again… um yeah. Nothing much happened.

Thursday: I went to cali baybe!!

Friday: still in cali

Saturday: Yet still in cali…

Sunday: Came home from cali 

Monday: Ummm…. Lets see went to school, found out that sam still likes me… la dee da dee da. I started liking david again?? I dk im not really sure what my feelings are at all anymore… so yeah.

Tuesday: Well that’s today… so I went to babysit for the hertzbergs today. It was really stressful because theyre getting divorced and the kids are freaking out so um yeah. But I got paid so its all good. Ummm I dk if I like sam anymore I really don’t know I mean ive been hurt wayy too much by him and I finally realized it but hes soo sweet so ugh I dk.

I know this might sound crazy… but after all of that I still love you. Does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is… <|3
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