Dec 13, 2004 19:40
Ok well im not having the best week but o'well things move on I cant wait untill Christams break!!!!
I've completly stabbed my friend in the back and I regret it so much but there is really nothing I can do rite now,, I love her to death but I keep hurting her maybe its for the better we arnt friends..I Can't keep treating her like crap but then again i guess i dont understand it exactly...She is really emotional and I guess I dont take that into consideration And maybe i pushed her away liek that. I will never forget her she is one of the best things that has ever happend to me and i will always think about all the fun times we had together and almost got caught playing with a knife in the car or setting the house on fire! HAHAHA
well Kay-tee if you are reading this i know i hurt you and i know that i am also not perfect and im sorry .It doesnt change the fact that i was hurting you but it doesnt mean that all those things you said didnt hurt me to. It's not an excuse but i just wanted to tell you how i felt..Give Bobby a big hug and kiss for me! ~ Nichole