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uhm, i guess it's time for a real update. i think i like the way things are going. =)
first off, let me start by saying that i'm just about the luckiest girl alive. musclecars37: hey baby hope u had a great day at skool. Im off 2 a fb game at Naperville Central and i prolly wont b able 2 talk 2nite so love u much and ttyl. i love coming home to things like that. it's all of the little things that matter =)
school, i am absolutely IN LOVE with school. i know this is going to be an amazing year.
tomorrow it's getting up and going to buy some things i need. binders, batteries, diet food. you know. i've decided that i'm going to try and turn things around even if i only have a few years. so it starts Monday.
home life... whatever. i don't even know anymore, i give up on this aspect of things.
life outside of the home. things are definitely changing & not in such a subtle way anymore. some "true colors" are starting to show. like, Nicole... she's really starting to grow on me. who knows why, but whatever. too bad i fucked stuff up. but yeah... everyone else is all... lkjsdlfhksldkghhskhg. i like how people think that just because they smile pretty and act nice this makes them friends with anyone & everyone. or how people push themselves onto other people. everyone seems to be getting this idea that they're better than everyone. and i admit, i come off like that a lot of times. i know i'm no better than anyone else and if anything... i'm a crappier person then 99% of the population. whatever, things change and people pretend to be the same when they know they're not.
i want new hair... blah. my bangs need a trim soo bad, i can't see. but i'm trying to grow them out... we'll see how that one turns out.
<33mandeemarie
first off, let me start by saying that i'm just about the luckiest girl alive. musclecars37: hey baby hope u had a great day at skool. Im off 2 a fb game at Naperville Central and i prolly wont b able 2 talk 2nite so love u much and ttyl. i love coming home to things like that. it's all of the little things that matter =)
school, i am absolutely IN LOVE with school. i know this is going to be an amazing year.
tomorrow it's getting up and going to buy some things i need. binders, batteries, diet food. you know. i've decided that i'm going to try and turn things around even if i only have a few years. so it starts Monday.
home life... whatever. i don't even know anymore, i give up on this aspect of things.
life outside of the home. things are definitely changing & not in such a subtle way anymore. some "true colors" are starting to show. like, Nicole... she's really starting to grow on me. who knows why, but whatever. too bad i fucked stuff up. but yeah... everyone else is all... lkjsdlfhksldkghhskhg. i like how people think that just because they smile pretty and act nice this makes them friends with anyone & everyone. or how people push themselves onto other people. everyone seems to be getting this idea that they're better than everyone. and i admit, i come off like that a lot of times. i know i'm no better than anyone else and if anything... i'm a crappier person then 99% of the population. whatever, things change and people pretend to be the same when they know they're not.
i want new hair... blah. my bangs need a trim soo bad, i can't see. but i'm trying to grow them out... we'll see how that one turns out.
<33mandeemarie