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[xsplitendsx]

imscared, imscared, oh so nervous.
this time around,
things have changed.
this time around, I could fall apart.
undoundoundo
what ive [un]done.
pull at the string,
strung tightly around my neck,
"oh wait ddarling! before i come undone,
there are apologies at hand, my priceless china at stake-
games i've played, twirling love around my finger,
one twice, a thousand times more.
love no longer lingers in this cold heart of mine.
just remember, i never meant to break you,
or shatter what was left-
it just happened to be my time."
as the last syllable slipped through her lips
she cursed the clock that so tediously tormented her.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckufckufkcufkcufckufkcufifcfkifkckckckc.
fuckthiffuckthis.

this is my fucking failed attempt at anything creative.
[blows out her brains with a rifle]