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someone, anyone, tell me what to do...
what does one do without a family?
w i t h o u t afamily.
theres no love here. i cant seem to findit anywhere. not even in the core of the cold brick wall of a mother i seem to find myself having. cold fucking brick fatherfucking wall.
what should a mother say when you say " mother i feel like you don't love me. mother i feel so empty. mother i want to slit my neck and have you find me dead just so you would feel something for my sadness. "
melodramatic, i dont fucking care.
i hate winter. it makes me feel as empty as a hollow tree. it makes me wnat to scream and rip my heir out and give up hope completely. give up anything and everything so i may hibernate . hide. i long for my love but i long for my lonesome. why am i constantly LONGING for what i do not have?
i don't want much but for some reason what everyone else is having is so appealing. yet, i dont even want it.
satisfaction?
how can you satisfy me, if i can barely make myself orgasm?
that was a funny.
how can you satisfy me if i am NEVER satisfied.
HOW DO TOY SATISFY YOURSELVES?
what does one do without a family?
w i t h o u t afamily.
theres no love here. i cant seem to findit anywhere. not even in the core of the cold brick wall of a mother i seem to find myself having. cold fucking brick fatherfucking wall.
what should a mother say when you say " mother i feel like you don't love me. mother i feel so empty. mother i want to slit my neck and have you find me dead just so you would feel something for my sadness. "
melodramatic, i dont fucking care.
i hate winter. it makes me feel as empty as a hollow tree. it makes me wnat to scream and rip my heir out and give up hope completely. give up anything and everything so i may hibernate . hide. i long for my love but i long for my lonesome. why am i constantly LONGING for what i do not have?
i don't want much but for some reason what everyone else is having is so appealing. yet, i dont even want it.
satisfaction?
how can you satisfy me, if i can barely make myself orgasm?
that was a funny.
how can you satisfy me if i am NEVER satisfied.
HOW DO TOY SATISFY YOURSELVES?