I'm sorry guys!!!
So yeah...party is postponed...the 17th, its for the sake having more time (for planing it) and money (for the goodies we'll be having). I might still have a lil get together for my very close friends tomorrow.
Aww I want Bekah to come over earily tomorrow and wake me up for my b-day. It will make my day. I dunno Ill work something out. Hopefully I can get my parents out for awhile so I can have a lil fun over here, so who ever can get a ride over here tomorrow come on over (to everone who knows how to get here). But yeah theres nopthing really that I want for my b-day besides weed and liquor toshare with everyone. Jessica bring the 99 banannas (an' a bitch ain' wun). Anyone else that can get it, jack daniels, smirnoff vodka, everclear, and last but not least the ol' captian morgan.
Wow...a couple more hours and Ill be 19. I should be excited but Im not. Somethings just not right...i hasnt been right for awhile. I think ppls b-days should be special they should have whatever they want...theyre celebrating another year of thier life. Ive been through sooo much in this past year...found and lost my first love, been kicked out numerous times, almost slept on the streets, landed the best job a man could have (working at hooters), had my own place kinda, got really into drugs, learned alot about myself, got out of the drugs (the really bad ones), became a man whore, stopped being a man whore, hooked back up with someone I thought I never would, had a group of kids think I was the savior of the world when the rapture came haha good times, met a lot of crazy ppl whos whole lives are lies, became a genius just dont have the technology to make my genius come a reality, triped my mind out, got so fucked up i thought the rapture had come and my old roomate was satan and the wall in driggers appartment was the balance of the wrld and seperated heaven and hell or something like that, broke a hooka, got all my CDs stolen, drove back from roberta's old place stoned off my ass (first time ever drove high and it was a very long drive), had my first 3-some, started to slightly uderstand my parents and tried to actually have a relationship with them but theyll never change so it will be impossible, had my head split open by a girl, talk to cops when I was high and drunk, went to my first strip club (deja vu), tried coke (didnt think it was that great), became open about my bisexuality, kissed my hot ass twin lol "sean's kisses are like drops of heaven"-Sarah- (I agreeded), smoke the best dro anyone will ever find (and you guys know me I wouldn't just be saying that to seem cool), now I am kinda with someone that i thought i would never date but its all good bc she cares soo much and is so nice and she knows what she wants which is good bc shes not gonna be just like i like you bc you look good and your nice and i want your body bc you nice and hot, she actually sees qualities in me, not just me being hot and nice. Wow alot has happened and alot more than i haven't even written about. hhhmmm ive change soo much but still another year and another birthday but still same old day. I want something special to happen. I dont know what and i dont care as long as its special...
Aww I want Bekah to come over earily tomorrow and wake me up for my b-day. It will make my day. I dunno Ill work something out. Hopefully I can get my parents out for awhile so I can have a lil fun over here, so who ever can get a ride over here tomorrow come on over (to everone who knows how to get here). But yeah theres nopthing really that I want for my b-day besides weed and liquor toshare with everyone. Jessica bring the 99 banannas (an' a bitch ain' wun). Anyone else that can get it, jack daniels, smirnoff vodka, everclear, and last but not least the ol' captian morgan.
Wow...a couple more hours and Ill be 19. I should be excited but Im not. Somethings just not right...i hasnt been right for awhile. I think ppls b-days should be special they should have whatever they want...theyre celebrating another year of thier life. Ive been through sooo much in this past year...found and lost my first love, been kicked out numerous times, almost slept on the streets, landed the best job a man could have (working at hooters), had my own place kinda, got really into drugs, learned alot about myself, got out of the drugs (the really bad ones), became a man whore, stopped being a man whore, hooked back up with someone I thought I never would, had a group of kids think I was the savior of the world when the rapture came haha good times, met a lot of crazy ppl whos whole lives are lies, became a genius just dont have the technology to make my genius come a reality, triped my mind out, got so fucked up i thought the rapture had come and my old roomate was satan and the wall in driggers appartment was the balance of the wrld and seperated heaven and hell or something like that, broke a hooka, got all my CDs stolen, drove back from roberta's old place stoned off my ass (first time ever drove high and it was a very long drive), had my first 3-some, started to slightly uderstand my parents and tried to actually have a relationship with them but theyll never change so it will be impossible, had my head split open by a girl, talk to cops when I was high and drunk, went to my first strip club (deja vu), tried coke (didnt think it was that great), became open about my bisexuality, kissed my hot ass twin lol "sean's kisses are like drops of heaven"-Sarah- (I agreeded), smoke the best dro anyone will ever find (and you guys know me I wouldn't just be saying that to seem cool), now I am kinda with someone that i thought i would never date but its all good bc she cares soo much and is so nice and she knows what she wants which is good bc shes not gonna be just like i like you bc you look good and your nice and i want your body bc you nice and hot, she actually sees qualities in me, not just me being hot and nice. Wow alot has happened and alot more than i haven't even written about. hhhmmm ive change soo much but still another year and another birthday but still same old day. I want something special to happen. I dont know what and i dont care as long as its special...