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So I start work tomorrow at 4. But that means I cant see my FRIEND at church. Hopefully she'll call me soon so I can set up seeing her tonight.
Its funny, I like miss all my friends and stuff but like the only ones that call me are the chickidies that just want my body. And they're the ones i dont want to talk to bc most of them are ignorant bimbos who are the most shallow ppl in the world...well only a couple of the girls are like that the other are just like jon your so hot blah blah blah I want to fuck you blah blah blah, ahhhhh I just want to smite the stupid bitches....see if I was how i was like a looooong time ago and just out for a piece of ass, I could easily laugh and say your cute to then they would cream there pants and bow to my every wish, but im not imature like that anymore and now I grew up and have something called extreme humility, I know I can easily get it but I'm not going to munipulate and do the things I know I can do just to get a piece of ass. Im just going to sit idolly by knowing at any sec i can get it but choosing not to bc Im better then that and I diserve alot better women then the ones that will give it up so easily.
In a way I still wish i was a virgin, but I wouldnt have the experience I have (I just have a little too much experience, 10 girls, yeah I know you probably think Im a whore). I plan on not having sex anymore for awhile but who ever is the next lucky girl, who I plan on being FRIENDs with first, they will see why its a partially good thing I have the experience I have. Last girl I had sex with (my ex Beth) it was great..3 1/2hrs thats our record, well my record, she didnt last as long if you know what I mean, she kept going but more than once. But like I said in a way I still wish I was a virgin bc I want to be pure for that next special lady. Virginity to me has meant alot more then what it did when I was one. Sex to me means alot more now then what it did awhile ago, its just to bad that I had to do what I did to make it mean something. So words of advice to the special virgins out there...KEEP IT, hold on to it bc its a very special thing, dont just do it bc you want to know what its like or whatever reasons you have, hold on to it until you find that VERY SPECIAL someone and make sure your in love with them and your not going to regret it. Make sure that its going to be a very special day when you do decide to do it.
Ok I dont know why I just wrote all that, it was just on my mind, so yeah, HEED MY WORDS OF WISDOM YOUNG ONES!
My birthdays coming up, its pitaful but I havent had a b-day party ever since I was like 11-12 (I cant remember which one). And each year I always want a big party with my friends and stuff but I never have good enough friends each year at that time to throw me a party or im doing something and I cant set up a party for myself, its always like yay family party and thats it, no friends, no nothing, last year i didnt really care about a party bc my parents sent me to go see kelcie and that was good enough for me bc you know I was in love and all that jazz...and I got a good enough present with her that I didnt care about a party, seeing her was enough. So I guess what Im trying to say is throw me a party bitch! Or Ill have to slit some mofos then throw my own party. But remember ppl I dont do drugs anymore so to the friends that would of bought me weed for my b-day, dont! And to the friends that like to drink and stuff during parties if you were to throw me a party go ahead bring whatever, just dont expect me to drink. But To all who dont know my b-day it's SEPT.3 and dont forget it bitches!
Its funny, I like miss all my friends and stuff but like the only ones that call me are the chickidies that just want my body. And they're the ones i dont want to talk to bc most of them are ignorant bimbos who are the most shallow ppl in the world...well only a couple of the girls are like that the other are just like jon your so hot blah blah blah I want to fuck you blah blah blah, ahhhhh I just want to smite the stupid bitches....see if I was how i was like a looooong time ago and just out for a piece of ass, I could easily laugh and say your cute to then they would cream there pants and bow to my every wish, but im not imature like that anymore and now I grew up and have something called extreme humility, I know I can easily get it but I'm not going to munipulate and do the things I know I can do just to get a piece of ass. Im just going to sit idolly by knowing at any sec i can get it but choosing not to bc Im better then that and I diserve alot better women then the ones that will give it up so easily.
In a way I still wish i was a virgin, but I wouldnt have the experience I have (I just have a little too much experience, 10 girls, yeah I know you probably think Im a whore). I plan on not having sex anymore for awhile but who ever is the next lucky girl, who I plan on being FRIENDs with first, they will see why its a partially good thing I have the experience I have. Last girl I had sex with (my ex Beth) it was great..3 1/2hrs thats our record, well my record, she didnt last as long if you know what I mean, she kept going but more than once. But like I said in a way I still wish I was a virgin bc I want to be pure for that next special lady. Virginity to me has meant alot more then what it did when I was one. Sex to me means alot more now then what it did awhile ago, its just to bad that I had to do what I did to make it mean something. So words of advice to the special virgins out there...KEEP IT, hold on to it bc its a very special thing, dont just do it bc you want to know what its like or whatever reasons you have, hold on to it until you find that VERY SPECIAL someone and make sure your in love with them and your not going to regret it. Make sure that its going to be a very special day when you do decide to do it.
Ok I dont know why I just wrote all that, it was just on my mind, so yeah, HEED MY WORDS OF WISDOM YOUNG ONES!
My birthdays coming up, its pitaful but I havent had a b-day party ever since I was like 11-12 (I cant remember which one). And each year I always want a big party with my friends and stuff but I never have good enough friends each year at that time to throw me a party or im doing something and I cant set up a party for myself, its always like yay family party and thats it, no friends, no nothing, last year i didnt really care about a party bc my parents sent me to go see kelcie and that was good enough for me bc you know I was in love and all that jazz...and I got a good enough present with her that I didnt care about a party, seeing her was enough. So I guess what Im trying to say is throw me a party bitch! Or Ill have to slit some mofos then throw my own party. But remember ppl I dont do drugs anymore so to the friends that would of bought me weed for my b-day, dont! And to the friends that like to drink and stuff during parties if you were to throw me a party go ahead bring whatever, just dont expect me to drink. But To all who dont know my b-day it's SEPT.3 and dont forget it bitches!