xmAs BrEak SuPpoSeD 2 Be FuN???

[xspicytacox]

so its xmas break.. yea i know... and its supposed to be all happy and stuff... and ur supposed to be exiited about xmas and new years and stuff... but as it happens iim not happy at all... 1. i hate that a year ago i was having an awesome xmas at colorado w a fmily that happens i miss 2. i hate how my mom and dad dont let me me MYSELF.. excuse me but i think they cant tell me how im supposed to be and how to dress if its MY presonality... not thjeirs... and they are trying (specially my mom) to make a little preppy girl... and i dont like i t.. and im really tired of all those "chats" about how i need to dress fancier and preppioer... AND I DONT LIKT IT! i mean i feel uncomfortable.. it sux 3. my family is boring 4. at the salcedo´s fam party i got like really boring presents... except for those awesome 2 necklaces and that $50 usd gift... it was BORING... and the food was gross... and my gma kept telling me "ohhhh eat it! its wonderfull! it tastes sooo good" NOOO IT DIDNT!!! 5. im TIRED of my mom... I SPENT A FUCKIN´ hour dressing up and doing my makeup... and she arrives she tells me she didnt like it and i needed to change... and she made me put on this stupid pink pants w its jacket... IT SUCKED arghhhhh I HATE IT! last nigth she did the same.. i wore a pink polo w jeans and a pink jacket and u know she she told me??? "oh im TIRED of u wearing that... i dont like u like that... i hate ur tennis shoes... i ahte how u dress! im tired of u not dresing like ur friends" and u know what i todl her? "well mom... u might be tired of anyhing u want... but its me... and im MYSELF so i cant be like my friends... its not my style..." u might guess she got mad... 6. im tired tired tired of this fucking break... im not happy at all... maybe going to manza will help? hm idk... i hope so... like seriously! i need a MI break... i need another year away from my parents... and u guess u didnt know i didnt miss them as much... just at the beggining.. like the 1st week... after that i didnt miss my parents/ siblings that much... not kiddin... w.e. my dad wants me to go and watch alias w him... im just doing it cuz no ones on and cuz i like alias... x333333