Bored... and this is kinda deep so bear w/ me
Wow, as life goes on and i grow up (yea im only 15 but just bear w/ me) life gets so overwhelming that I feel i need a 'pause button' just to stop and breathe. I think about being a kid again -- and i definately do not wanna go back in time, and I dont want to rush my life either. It just seems life is so hard to deal with - the stress from schoolwork, parents, future college plans, present day plans - it just all adds up. All i can do is just have the trust and faith in God that it'll all work out. And eventually I know it will but it's kinda like I've heard people say "Everything is so stressful leading up to the event, (wedding, birth of a child, etc) but when its over it all works out" And right now i'm living the stressful part of life.
Ok so with some less intense stuff: Today at school we took this survey provided by the city. Only it wasnt really a survey it was more like a 150 question exam. It was to see what percent of my high school does drugs, drinks, smokes, is sexually active, and discussed topics like depression, how much your parents/adults care about you. It seems like a good idea to get the straight facts -- But then when you think about it, its sad that todays generation is so carefree when it comes to sex, drugs, and alcohol. More and more kids become depressed and cut themselves - its just sad. Especially when kids in my class joke around - example: the question is How many times have you smoked marijuana in the past 12 months? and they (80% of the students)say a better question would be how many times havent I, or how many people havent had sex. How pathetic we are high schoolers.
1st Semester of school is over another 4 months before summer! yay. I'm definately looking forward to: Garden City, Driving, New York Mission Trip, no school, the beach, etc SUmmER= a break from life.
Well thats all for now - boring yea - but its a load off my back
Ok so with some less intense stuff: Today at school we took this survey provided by the city. Only it wasnt really a survey it was more like a 150 question exam. It was to see what percent of my high school does drugs, drinks, smokes, is sexually active, and discussed topics like depression, how much your parents/adults care about you. It seems like a good idea to get the straight facts -- But then when you think about it, its sad that todays generation is so carefree when it comes to sex, drugs, and alcohol. More and more kids become depressed and cut themselves - its just sad. Especially when kids in my class joke around - example: the question is How many times have you smoked marijuana in the past 12 months? and they (80% of the students)say a better question would be how many times havent I, or how many people havent had sex. How pathetic we are high schoolers.
1st Semester of school is over another 4 months before summer! yay. I'm definately looking forward to: Garden City, Driving, New York Mission Trip, no school, the beach, etc SUmmER= a break from life.
Well thats all for now - boring yea - but its a load off my back