Nov 30, 2006 22:58
That's exactly how I feel. I guess I will never be able to please everyone. Ever. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of people. I'm just tired.
Work was a bunch of bullshit today as usual, but ten times worst because I was in a crappy mood. I was in horrible pain, my head was pounding, and my feet were killing me. I always am on the assembly line, but of course the one day I'm pissy and upset, I'm deployed to cashiering. Go fucking figure. The person in before me didn't bother to stock, so I had NOTHING to work with. On top of that, some chick called off, so I was the ONLY cashier for two hours, and for 30 minutes, my line was out the door. I had to keep running to the back to get stuff, since today is let's be an ass to Chantel day, and people were getting pissed. I kept getting yelled at by rude customers all day that could'nt understand that I was doing the best I could. I just wanted to cry in a corner. I didn't leave until 2 hours after I should have.
I was supposed to see my mom this week, but I never can because I'm always at work. She is mad. My father is mad because I don't call as usual. I can't please anyone. Everyone has been yelling at me all day. All day.
Oh well, on a positive the Bengals are up 13-0.
Oh and UNC won last night!!! They are ranked 6, PLUS, they beat OSU, who is ranked 1!!! Oh Yes.
I'm so tired and drained. I have no idea how I just typed this all. It's painful and the words are running together. I just want to be alone. I feel alone.