Take a look at me now...
What I would do for some shrooms, alcohol, and cigarettes. Mostly the cigarettes, though...but because I can't have those, I've become a chronic gum-chewer. Literally, I'm always chewing gum...it calms me down. Kinda sucks, though, the packs only have 15 sticks! Fascists.
I'm just sitting here, chewing gum, listening to my firstly burned on this computer CD, and answering the polls on Neopets. You know what? There should be a disclaimer on those stupid polls: "Your vote won't make one fucking difference and we aren't going to change the site because of some stupid 6-year-old's opinion." One of the polls have been up for two fucking years. I want to quit Neopets.
I'm sick of hygiene, and done with showers. Yes, I know, it's disgusting. But, baths seem so more appealing - even though I hate those, because I get bubbles all over me. Wonder why I use bubble bath? Because the thought is nice.
I cried so hard in the bath today.
I posted this entry, and then, I decided, I wanna add more. Let's bold random words, shall we?
Today is Thanksgiving. I'm thankful for the five day weekend. Heh.
I keep getting these ideas for books, great ideas, but I can't seem to pursue one of the ideas. Who knows why.
And I miss Bekka. I want to speak to her. And I want to go speak to the people I used to, and tell them I'm sorry. Because how I used to be, is something to apologize for.
James should have called by now, he promised.
And he calls!
I'm just sitting here, chewing gum, listening to my firstly burned on this computer CD, and answering the polls on Neopets. You know what? There should be a disclaimer on those stupid polls: "Your vote won't make one fucking difference and we aren't going to change the site because of some stupid 6-year-old's opinion." One of the polls have been up for two fucking years. I want to quit Neopets.
I'm sick of hygiene, and done with showers. Yes, I know, it's disgusting. But, baths seem so more appealing - even though I hate those, because I get bubbles all over me. Wonder why I use bubble bath? Because the thought is nice.
I cried so hard in the bath today.
I posted this entry, and then, I decided, I wanna add more. Let's bold random words, shall we?
Today is Thanksgiving. I'm thankful for the five day weekend. Heh.
I keep getting these ideas for books, great ideas, but I can't seem to pursue one of the ideas. Who knows why.
And I miss Bekka. I want to speak to her. And I want to go speak to the people I used to, and tell them I'm sorry. Because how I used to be, is something to apologize for.
James should have called by now, he promised.
And he calls!