thoughts...just so i can actually update something
she's so "pretentious" it annoys me.
It feels like last year again. That is a joy.
I knew the trust would scar. He turns me into the most jealous woman in the world. He probably does it to push me away. It works.
Where the heck are all my friends? I see people now between proofs of alcohol and that's considering how little I have drank in the past 4 months. Sadly, I think the last time I hung out with my best friend was at the last party, a month ago. Doesn't she live across the street? Forming an image with my cornea does not count.
I could probably be there in February. As excited as I am, I want to spend some free time here, even though no one else will have time to share. We're living in America at the beginning of the millenium.
I can play the feild. No one else can. It's fair. No, I'm kidding! I'm actually pretty happy. Didn't expect it to work out past 2 weeks. It's going on 7 months. Time flies. He is so good to me. I like that...mucho. I'm lucky.
School. this semester as much as it has been full of wonderful learning experiences, (I've been teaching High school and a little of Elementary Spanish. I can do high school. Don't be fooled by my height.) it's been one quick dash of going through the motions. Just realizing I've gotten to a point where I somehow do it because I know how and not because I care. It's like standarized testing; For every incorrect answer you get 1/4 of a point taken away, no penalties for unanswered questions.
I'm going to quit Chili's one day.
shout out to all my peeps in the worldwide! wooooooooooooooooooooooo! woop.
OH! and one more thing. I am obsessed with CHAMBAO. It's all I listen to. I brought home about 30 cds and I can't stop listening to this one to actually put in another cd.