emo moment brought to you by emilys el jay...
so yeah i miss stuff like last year and what not. and people especially like...
megan. even though i see her and what not i dont like how its like different all of a sudden i dont know how to explain it. i feel like she doesnt like care about our friendship anymore and what not. i liked when we did stuff like every weekend and what not. wow i miss my hunk dor. maybe ill call her and we can do somethinh asap cause i want to, unless she has volleyball or something but i hope not i think we need a girls night agian. and make popcorn for the popcorn popper bowl! i love my hunkdor and i want her. but i dont know its just weird or something we dont talk like we used to and it saddens me.
karin. wow karin. we were best friends last year to the max. i dont know it seems like there isnt one entry that doesnt have her name in it from like a year ago, and i think its all because like ski club we got really close. i dont i remember we would always be late to track cause of tanning and what not i was just great! i really miss as close with her and like brandon in the lc during lunch. wow memories.
petro. i know that i wasnt even friends with her last year as much i so miss haning out with her and being so goofy. like we were basically incepreble in 7th and 8th i dont know what happened. we just stopped talking. it was kinda sad i guess that chels says she doesnt know either, its weird how friends just arent friends anymore sometimes. i just remember we always came us with the dumbest ideas. wow i miss her so much but i think it would kinda be weird to talk to her like nowish i guess.
brooke. i dont really miss her im just happy that we talk more and what not i feel like im only friends with her during the fh season but thats so not true!! i cant wait until the summer when we do shtuff all the time! i miss it so much! we have some pretty crazy stories i think that ive been through basically everything with this chick.
ryan. well yeah we were best friends for the longest time and then he went out with jillian. not that that was bad at all we just didnt talk as much. i dont know i guess i kinda miss him. having a guy whos my best friend ever. i told him everything and vise versa. we were always together it was so fun. i miss hanging out with his skank ass. i know that hes soo different now and everything but i dont know i think that hers really the same if i were to hang out with him agian. but i dont hes gotten into a lot of ish and what not. but i dont know i miss him being there for me through it all and when i had to bitch about something i wouild always go to him no matter what.. and how i would update his lj and write i love emily like a friken million times. haha wow and the retards commenting.. ew yeah! i dont know i really miss that kid and i wish he knew i guess its just weird talking to him now but i still do not as much as i used to. i miss us being best friends.
i know that i have so many new friends like awesome people but i guess i just miss the old ones too.. iknow that friendship is supposed to last forever but i dont know.. it seems to fade away sometimes.