dont read if you dont want to hear about my shitty weekend.
well. what can i say? its happening again. i knew it would be. over and over i tell myself i cannot let it happen. but what i just noticed is that you cant stop something thats going to happen anyways. i had a horrible weekend. it was filled with nothing but bad news. i feel guilty. how could i have ever said i hated him? when i found out. i cried, more like bawled. and mom if you read this.. im sorry if im "giving out too much personal information" .. well, guess what, this is the only way i can get what im thinking and feeling out.. in a civil humane way. i thought about a lot of thinks this weekend too. maybe not the good/postives outcomes, more or less the bad/negative. but what else am i supposed to do? i guess there is nothing else i can do. oh well, i will let this take over my mind. well so much for the ranting entry.
hey guys. why is it i comment in your journal,
but i get shit back? huh huh huh? yea you know
who im talking about bitches. ugh. i swear. people.