Apr 03, 2005 22:01
so i dont know why its so hard to let go of something thats been over for so long.
even when the feelings are gone hes not.
and when he isnt here the feelings are.
this shouldn't be so hard when theres so much here and so much more WORTH caring about.
but i guess this time when its goodbye its goodbye.
i dont even think that theres any beiny friends anymore, things get to confusing and then once again everythings messed up, worse that it already was.
so goodbye to last three years of my life.
and finally time to move on... and stay moved on
no going back... ITS OVER...
hmm so hopefully something will start goign right with part of whats always goign wrong.
next weekend is prom. OMG shoudl be interesting.lol
hmm school tomorrow. eww. i hate school. i dont know why, i like my friends i just hate goign to school. lol i have a problem.
omg so this weekend was interesting.
friday me jesse trisha mallory steven and amanda hung out at amanda's.. something different so that was cool.
saturday... HAHA KFC to trishas to make a mess on the trampoline, the umm... to the canal. lol we found EGGS! haha.
then walk down the street with huge freaking trees in our hair and survey ribbon tied around our heads and wastes. (sp?) lol ((( slim daisy.. bush bride, oak and tree... lol))) good times.
saturday night... umm starbucks with jesse and trisha! awesome.
omg i love the movie clueless.. trisha... so meee and yooou.
today i got my prom dress and hung out with mallory.
ok peace out cool kids.
OMG ASH SORRY ABOUT FRIDAY! :(