umm wow
this weekend has been interesting not in a good way... lol friday was the usual trish spent the night and we hung out with jesse and mallory and mallory got to do her bad thing shes been wanting to do... lol then saturday the biggest fight ever broke out between me and the father figure and yours truely almost moved back to fort myers... but i couldnt bring myself to leave Trisha or Jesse... my two best friends, i decided that as awesome as it would be to go back and hang out with leanne and brett who i miss so much, everythings so different and i'd miss my bestest friend ... my fashion critic, my crazy friend who will do those crazy htings no one else will do, the one i want here when im mad just so i know shes here not even cuz i wanna talk, the person i can talk to for hours and hours and never get tired of, the one who keeps me from going insane most of the time, the awesomest person i've met in a long ass time...and yea i've waited way to long to find someone this awesome again to just up and leave...lol and i'd miss her way tooo freaking much!! and then theres Jesse... the awesomest guy ive ever known, best guy friend and my super-man couldnt bring myself to leave that either...honestly the two of them are the reason i wake up in the morning anf look foward to school or anything else... as much as i'd miss e/o else the two of them are the ones who kept me here, they've been here for me too much for me to leave them over some gay ass fight with my dad... so im still here... hoping things will get better... aND leanne im sorry you couldnt come over i miss you so much and i love you... i miss the way things used to be with me abd you .. i mean your still awesome and you'll always be my forever friend and you'll always be my best friend no matter what happens and i know that you'll always be here for me abd i hope you know that ill always be here for you, but were both changing so much and sometimes it just feels liek were miles apart in two different worlds and i dont want it to be like that i dont want us to drift and be different i love you too much...:-/
but yea i dont kno this wekeend wasnt really the best but i love my mom... lol shes the awesomest person ever!
you know somtimes i just want to go back to middle scholl when everything was easy or even go back to 9th grade when i didnt care and thigs were easy it seems like nothing is easy anymore and even things that used to easy are hard and i neevr know what to.. for soemone who has the world figured out for some reason i can never figure myself out and i dont know why its kinda gay... lol ooh well
happy birthday to my baby sister on friday!! lol
well i guess im gunna go ill talk to you cool kids later! xo