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i really dont know what to say.... the other night someone who shall remain nameless expressed to me that they still had feelings for me and i honestly do still have feelings for them too but i didnt know what to think... i dont want them to think im not fine with just being friends cuz i am perfectly content with that... its just i was at a point in my life where i didnt have feelings for anyone... or at least i didnt care i did because i thought they didnt have feelings for me so now i have these feelings again and i dont know how things will end up...im just gonna live my life and see what happens... i know that we probably wont ever get that second chance together but its just weird cuz i didnt count on caring for anyone anytime soon... its like it threw my whole world outta wack and now my plan to continue on this path like i didnt give a fuck about boys has this strange swerve in it like i dont know where its gonna lead me next... but its ok i guess this will just give both of us time to see if we really would like to try again because alot of things would b different this time... but if that opportunity never comes up thats fine i always wanted us to be at least good friends... i just like havin him around... he always makes me smile
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